Saturday, May 31, 2008

Challenge the spicy TomYam

Enjoyed the super spicy Tom Yam in Secret Recipe~~ Wow, luckily I was not eat it alone, if not, my lips will become super big and red!!@@..hahaha.. it's really spicy, no bluff..
Those who think they are clever enough to eat spicy food, then can take a try with this asian food in Secret Recipe~~ I believe finally you will give up:P
Come, challenge this spicy Tom Yam~~
Sincerely speaking, I like the bowl~~the design is so special and the little candle under the bowl is cute~~hehe..



*another painful day for me:(

Friday, May 30, 2008

My dream place:P

I had found the world's largest lavender farm!! How can I miss it since I'm a lavender fans~~this is the Bridestowe Estate Lavender Farm which considered as one of Tasmania’s most spectacular sites during flowering in December and January.
Its air of tranquillity, subtle fragrance and beauty of Bridestowe continues to attract visitors from all over the world!! One of the visitors will be me~~hehe..I started to plan to travel to this place..hope I can achieve this tiny dream^_^
I wanna try the Bridestowe Lavender ice-cream!! It's homemade de.. How can I miss it~~really fall in love with this place before I go~~
Actually, it's allow for the visitors to held their wedding ceremony here..hehe.. How wonderful isit if I can marry with the one I love in such a romantic place which full of my favourite flowers-Lavender!!!!
Don't know why I love lavender so much~~that's the reason I love purple colour too..it's romantic and mysterious~~
Well, hope I can go there soon:P

Tribe the hou'z'


A night specially reserved for baby angel's gethering & chatting event^_^
Nic3 environment & comfortable place~~I can smell the nice aromatic smell when I first entered into this wonderful place~~
We had ordered 3 different taste of drinks..it's non alcoholic because we're good students^^hehe..
The cup candle become one of the equipment for me to pose when during the photo section..hehe..
Yeah~~w3lcome to baby angel's chatting section~~@@
Both of them suddenly become looked so emo..why har??..haha..acting lar..they really like to act infront of camera~~I'm the camera gal^^
It's feels so good when surrounded with lots of pillows~~I like it so much..muackss~~acted like in a missing someone's mode~~again..as usual..like to act infront of camera^^
Eii..what happened with me?? What things make me smile in this way??can sense the sweetness??..Oo..I know..someone was busy reveal my secret~~yerr..shy shy..hehe..
Both of us chatted so well and happy~~enjoyed the drinks,enjoyed the environment,enjoyed the moment with my besties,enjoyed the night,enjoyed everything~~
Lights in dark~~it gives us hope~~hee..i'm talking crap..becos I cant find any words to describe this photo..hehe
She was busy playing with the cup candles~~We were so worried that if she accidentally burn the pillows then we don't know what to do!!hahaha..luckily there was nothing happened..
All the best with you~~the gal who always same thought,same pattern, same horoscope, same tempo with me..before I express out my opinion, she always knew what I'm going to talk already..and this concept apply in same way to me..really enjoy the moment with her..
My phone chatting partner~~ We can chat through phone for almost 2 hours a day~~haha..of course if both of us are free lar..Sometimes,I also wonder why we got so many things to chat..weird..haha~~

Well, it was a happy chatting night for me again..hmm..I think for all of us bah~~ All the best with you all.. next week, my sifu^^ going to teach me make tart..yeah~~
Stay tuned for more photosssss.....

Thursday, May 29, 2008

What's wrong with me??

What's wrong with me??
I really don't know what happened with me after I knew that incident..
damn stupid me..
I can't concentrate at all..
I can even type in the wrong password..first time I type wrong..
When gonna publish the blog, I click 'save as draft'..
OMG..really first time I so blur..unbelievable..
what's wrong with me??
can anyone tell me why I become like tat??helpless..no cure..

random daily diary

这个假期有点闷,
把游玩计划都押后到成绩放榜后,
因为实在是超担心我的contract law啦,
从来都没有对考试那么没有信心过,
但这次却败在这科下,
也好,有时人太自信就不是很好,
妈也常说我有时太过自信了,
这样不好,哈哈。。
我会稍微改一点。。嘻嘻。。

就快生菇了,闷到这种地步,
真是悲惨,
快点开学更好,
可以学点新的知识,
认识新的朋友,
多好啊~~
好过每天过这种懒惰猪的生活。。哈哈。。

这么悠闲的日子,
我的宝贝脸竟然长了一颗痘痘,
真糟~~
或许是想念在作怪吧。。嘻嘻。。
算了,反正天天躲在家,
没有人看见的。。棒。。

今天,
我才知道原来我是我的死党中的little cute princess,
她今天这样告诉我,
'you are always our little cute princess',
哇,真开心。。哈哈。。
我都高兴到快飞起来了,
说真的,他们每次都是很疼我的,
就连到kl做工都不会忘了买手信给我,
谢啦,爱死你们了。。
可是他们都要离开这里去别地方深造了,
有点伤心,
我想我会很想很想你们,
你们最好不要忘记我,
不过不要紧,
下个学期,
我就会乘我假期时,
飞去找你们突击检查,
嘻嘻。。保证你们惊喜连连。。
祝福你们,希望我们的友谊可以长长久久~~

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

不说出的温柔

你是否忘记了那时候的笑容,
曾经我们是如此地开心生活,
舍不得这一却。。
那天天空云很多,
看不清楚你的轮廓,
只剩下太多的来不及说。
不说出的温柔,
让你离开我,
我以为你都会懂,
等着你,
我才发现很难过,
想哭的冲动,
开始在失去以后,
再等着你的手拥抱我的寂寞,
该说的时候,
早该大声说出口,
我都习惯沉默,
用笑声说。
已经擦干了泪,
为何还有点痛,
该说的时候 早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口,
剩下沉默,
不说出的温柔,
让你离开我,
去拥抱你要的梦,
别担心我会好好地过。。



*quite a nice song*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

不被原谅的期待

我被困在水里,
无力地挣扎,
只想逃脱这一切,
为什么是我??
何时才能解脱??
期待着你把我带上岸。。
一个不被原谅的期待。。



*这是座落在日本的一个艺术馆里。。很特别,对吧??这是我想去的一个地方。。因为够特别。。

Damn emo..

Cry again tonight..
Cant stop myself from crying..
I cry so bad the whole night..
nobody know..
I try to persuade myself not to cry..
I must stop crying now..
no more crying..
nobody will help me wipe away my tears..
suddenly feel so helpless..what should I do??numb..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Babies outing

First of all, never forget to shop at Roxy whenever I go for shopping..it's nice~~I look cute when wear this,rite?? I wan buy Roxy stuff~~such wonderful clothes&bikini there~~
Saw teletubbies wor..haha..I like purple colour de..so cute neh~~
I love this bear so much...muackss~~give my flying kiss to bear..hee..
Yeah!!baby was smile so happy when enjoyed her favourite sushi meal^^ha..even she was so tired..I'm waiting to go for sushi buffet soon..yeah~~
Wow..abalone wor..nice nice..treat myself really lots of good meal after exam^_^
Enjoyed the shake temawa , I think spell like that guarr..dun care..it's yummy~~

hehe..went for shopping again today..well..juz bought my favourite mickey shirt from MCKY.. super nice wor..I love it so much..muackss~~ always never get bored with MCKY shirts..love the colour mix by it..even it's expensive..haha.. Lancome is having promotion now..I wan the LANCOME's MIRACLE perfume!! I love it so much..pray,pray,pray to got it wor..hehe..
Wow..such a tired day for me..haha..who say?? baby never feels tired when shopping ok?? she is waiting for the next shopping trip to KL soon..gonna crazy soon lo~~

Celebration for last day of Beta Law

Planning going to Tribe cafe* to celebrate for the last day of Beta Law..and yup,finally I went..
Pretend to be an ice bear when sing-k..Wow,cold wor..hehe..yup,I love winter..Plan to go Japan-Hokkaido for ice skating^_^ yer..I look abit ugly in this pic..huhu~~
after the meal, I looked happy &satisfied with it..right??yup..is a nice nice meal^_^

Grill dory fish wit lemon tartace sauce^_^the meal which can cheers me up when I feel so down..

Before went out, I felt so down..everything seem meaningless to me..I had lost my way in life..felt so helpless..didn't know what to do..I told myself: I should live happily, love myself more, smile always..Looked at the mirror, I looked so tired..tired of everything..
I was smiling, acted like I was happy and cheerful..why I need to do so??anyway, I know it's time to learn something..the grill dory fish with lemon tartace sauce really cheers me up..I enjoyed the food,enjoyed the environment, enjoyed chatting with my friends..at that moment, I really feel so happy..sometimes it's so simple to make oneself happy..it can be a meal, a new shirt, a piece of favourite cake or even a movie..
Yup, finally everything comes to an end..I had finished my Beta Law..finally it ends already..Keep the memory in my mind..after the celebration, it's officially end..goodbye, Beta Law..I will remember all the moments spend during this forever..





Friday, May 23, 2008

My mood

今天是我beta law的最后一天了,
眼看第一批的senior都纷纷在考完试后忙着聚餐,拍照,
心里就很不舍得,
以后再也不能在图书馆里碰见他们了,
还是会很怀念他们,
因为毕竟他们是第一批的,
也是他们挺着我们上来的,
心想如果没有他们,
今天我就不会在这里读了。
虽然和他们都不是很熟,
可是我会偶尔想念你们哦。。祝福你们。。希望你们可以成为最出色的律师,我身为junior当然会继续努力延续你们的精神。。延续你们对法律的热衷,将来也成为最棒的律师。。

********************************************
Suddenly feel lack of something,
something which couldn't be explain by words,
maybe is because of everyone who around me going to leave soon,
I'm missing either something or someone,
Maybe one day ,
I will be leaving here,
travel alone to any place,any country,
just want to search for you,
search for the one who I miss so badly,
next semester I'm going to gamma soon,
It's a new start for me,
I already plan well for my next semester break and holidays,
I'm going to travel alone to other place,
to visit my best best friends,
they're going to leave soon for further study,
maybe I will be either take bus or flight alone,
I need to learn to settle everything alone,
no one will accompany me,
it's time for me to totally grow up.
I can't be a little children anymore,
it's time to be well prepare for my delta plan.
No one will beside me to wipe away my tears whenever I sob,
it's time for me learn to be tough,
protect myself from being hurt,
no matter by who,
either the one I love or those who love me,
I always believe a concept that those who love me won't hurt me,
since I don't want to hurt anyone in my life.
As I always say don't trying to hurt me,
it can takes my life away,
but nobody realize this..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

心墙

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝
因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天
快乐的看每一天
woo....
第一次遇见阴天
遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔发出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤熔化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Monday, May 19, 2008

Bye bye

It's almost 3am in the morning,
and yet I still blogging here,
insomnia again??..maybe..
Listening to Mariah Carey's new song 'bye bye' ,
love it so much,
think of my past,
look back into my current,
'bye bye' seems to be the hardest word for me to say out,
I miss you,
but surprisingly I never cry,
I try not to cry,
as time goes by.
I know it's time for me learn to be independent,
yea..I always independent,
don't want to let you worry,
don't want give a chance for you to nag on me,
even I miss those days you nagging on me,
it's so sweet.
Take time to realize that I will always be your side,
I know you will..

Sunday, May 18, 2008

灰姑娘

灰姑娘乘着马车赶着去和王子约会,
一生人第一次打扮地那么漂亮,
和心爱的王子跳着舞,
那一夜,
她不是灰姑娘,
而是王子的公主,
那一刻,
她不会忘记她曾经被王子是那么细心地呵护着,
虽然只有一个晚上,
可是却是她一辈子的回忆。
终于午夜十二时的钟声响起了,
她回到了原来的生活。
她还保存着那只玻璃鞋,
可是她知道灰姑娘是不可能和王子在一起的。。

比较美好的世界

总该想一些方法,让人们能继续相爱,
我们到这个世界上来不是互相伤害,
把笑声还给哭泣,把拥抱还给猜疑,
把光还给暗,甜还给苦,安慰还给恐惧,
每颗心温度热一些,冰冷的就会瓦解,
我们可以给彼此一个比较温暖的 比较美好的世界,
一定有什么办法让明天还值得期待,
不能帮太阳爬升上来,至少帮一朵花开,
把眼睛还给眺望,把天空还给翅膀,
路还给勇敢,海还给船,小孩还给梦想,
每双手付出多一些,不变的就会改变,
下一次我们再见 约在比较快乐的 比较美好的世界
爱能够慢慢地完美 这个人间的残缺,
下一次我们再见 约在比较和平的 比较美好的世界



*希望这个世界不要再有任何天灾,大家都可以和平相处,看到他们的勇敢,我也一样可以勇敢地活下去,我不会再怕受伤,因为每一次的伤都让我学会如何更坚强。加油~~

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Random

哭,很生气,不能怪谁,怪自己,所以大哭了一场,
眼睛肿了,活该!!
跑去买eye mask来做,
眼睛是真的好了很多,
可是心情还是很沉重,
到了很夜才吃晚餐,
我的胃是痛到直飙冷汗,
心想这次会不会进医院,
那一刻我真的很想就这样死掉算了,
有时候我会在想,
从以前到现在,
我从来都没有害人,
甚至连想都没有想过,你可以认为我单纯,
我无所谓,因为我知道恶人有恶报。
我从来都不是自私的人,
但在爱情里,我不得不自私,
只能说我太在乎对我很重要的人,
也之所以我一直都很保护这段关系,
我一直都会用尽全力去维护它,
不管花多少时间,
多少精力,
我都一直这样做。
为什么就会一直有人要推翻我所做的呢??
水做成的那颗心,
真的没有办法承受任何伤害,
不管是一句话还是一个动作,
我都没有办法负荷,
有听过覆水难收吗??
爱我的人就不要再伤害我了。。

Monday, May 12, 2008

Kill me!!

Kill me?!
I don't need COnstit to kill me!!
I don't need Contract law to kill me!!
I don't need legal language to kill me!!
I don't need Malaysian legal system to kill me!!
Before all this, I will kill myself first!!

Last message from me before i kill myself:
-love me more, not to hurt me more~~

LOlz..don't hear me talking craps here..haha.this is the result of over stress!!
Well, 3 more to go..i can do it!!ganbateh neh~~

Friday, May 9, 2008

Procrastination:P

那么久了,
还是理不清,
究竟是你不愿意,我不愿意,
还是这是上天所谓的安排??
一天,两天,三天。。日子就这样过去了,
我们还是没有去理清楚那些该理的事,
把它们都搁在那边,
承诺,感觉,回忆统统都在抽屉里,
不止这些,还有更多的都在里面,
怎么办好呢??
或许我该顺从你的意愿,
就把它们都存在里面,
好好保管着我们拥有的回忆,
我会珍惜你给我的权利。
谢谢你,
给了我一张没有期限的通行证,
让我成为你永久的会员。。

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Goodbye,my exprince

今天回到你的母校,
绕了一圈,
想起我们的回忆,
五年前,
我到这里参加choral speaking比赛,
抱着一颗期待的心来到你的学校,
在观众席的你特别地显眼,
我努力表演,
要让你看见我的好。
五年后的今天,
我再次回到同样的地方,
感觉不一样了,
在寻找我们的回忆当儿,
可以感觉回不到从前了,
我清楚知道你已经正式成为过去了,
只是我念旧,
一直都抱着期待和你重逢的希望,
我们并没有正式相遇,
可是当我得知你的消息时,
我知道我只是在关心一个好久不见的老朋友,
而不是在期待一个我等待已久的王子。
对从前的爱微笑,
是给自己的拥抱,
再见了,我的王子~~

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Past¤t

Today, I met you again..
It makes me recall back my past,
yea, it's such a sweet memory,
even it was almost 5 years ago,
but it's still in my mind,
I'm still remember you.
When you're in front of me,
I think of something else,
I know you already become part of my memory,
It was over,
Take a look at my current life,
I know I can't be so greedy,
I must appreciate what i have now.
I don't like to play those so call love game,
I don't want to hurt the one I love,
And I don't hope those who love me to hurt me as well,
In life, I'm not a selfish person,
But in love, I need to be selfish.
Thus, I always need to make a clear line between my friends and lover.
I don't hope there is any overlap between it,
What I want is just a peaceful life^_^
problem, problem..all plz juz get away frm me..hehe.. i wan peace^^stress,stress..I nid panadol..mayb??
dun wori, i can overcome it..gambateh~~
sori..juz ignore me talkin crap here..over stress..

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

I am a fragile baby

Seriously, no joke, I am a fragile baby..

I am fragile like a piece of glasses..

I scare hurt and I am easily get hurt too..

Even just by a word or a phrase..

To the one I love and to those who love me,

Please don't hurt me..

Because I'm a fragile baby..

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Cutie joke

COCONUT RICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everytime when i recall back this phrase as shown above, I will laugh until die..*evil laugh*
Dont ask me why..It's really funny because there is no so call coconut rice in this world, I think so..
Yea..there is an exception for the assumption i make above.. I will cook the coconut rice..*ding..evil laugh*..again..xixi.. Dont wori..I will become the person who invent this kind of rice..
.....I laugh non stop again when type in this post.....Sori..I din mean to laugh at you....^_^dont mind about it ya~~I will cook for you soon...*xixi*.....

Finish talkin crap..is time to study again~~ganbatte neh^_^
control..control..i nid to control myself..otherwise people will wonder how come I laughin myself infront of my laptop@@..aiks..plz forgive me..I'm juz over stress~~


Saturday, May 3, 2008

反省咯

刚冲好凉,发现忘了关房里的冷气,
颤抖了一下,活该!!
谁叫自己那么粗心,
又自寻烦恼了!!
是不是??每次都这样钻牛角尖,是时候反省了。

昨天,
吃了不是很好吃的鱼扒,
当场不是很高兴,
我是不是太孩子气了??
我不应该因为这样就有点不高兴,对吗??
我不应该这样自我,
对不起,我知道自己脾气本来就不是很好,
针对这点,我要向昨天在场的每个人道歉。
对不起。。

看了半夜场恐怖片,
还是第一次那么迟看哦,
还真是有点恐怖~~
带了枕头进场,
终于可以派上用场,
每次那个怪女人一出场,
我就用枕头遮盖自己的眼睛,
可是久了后,
就麻木了,
因为它都一直用那个怪东西在吓我们,
似乎没有什么特点,
听说漫画会比电影好看哦~~
有人竟然在回家的路途中,
说要send那个漫画给我,
才不要呢!!我会马上关机,不要看!!哈哈。。

是时候反省了,
我不应该这样孩子气,
我会改过的~~

Friday, May 2, 2008

不哭

不哭,
我重复地对自己说,
我不能哭!!!!
把眼泪擦干,
我还是一样可以坚强地走下去,
螃蟹的壳可以保护我,
我不需要害怕面对任何困难,
再大的挑战,
我都要熬过去。
我一定可以的。
真的吗??