Dream

One day, I will be here:)

改变

看着想着，
我和其他人也许不一样，
就撇开感情那一部分吧，
其他部分，
我似乎都不需要靠着他成长，
都没有所谓的依赖性，
或许还是和从前一样，
我都习惯什么事都要自己解决，
有什么心事还是喜欢一个人剖析，
也可以说，
我是个思想上蛮独立的女生，
我有自己的主见，
自己反省自己的错误，
改进自己，
从生活上的这一方面到那一方面，
改进了，升级再升级，
想一想，
我真的变了很多。
近几个月，我的生活改变了很多，
从以前的懵懂无知，到现在的进步，
我想，你会对我刮目相看~
我一直都在改变自己，
让自己比昨天更好。

Sick

梦里一秒钟的快乐，
梦醒后一分钟的痛苦~
又有谁能了解这种感受。
短暂的快乐，
换来的却是一辈子的痛苦。

我终于病了，
而且还病得很不轻。。

失控了

1+1=2
为什么你一直要坚持1+1=3
告诉我，为什么！！！！！
为什么你会为了这种事失去了理智？？
你还是你吗？？
醒一醒，可以吗？？

My 1st christmas present!!!!

HOHOHO~~Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got my first christmas present in 2008!!!! I didn't realize my good friend did put this chocolate plastic bag into my handbag today. OMG!! I was so blur today. After my human rights class, when I pack my bag wanted to move to another classroom, I found it!!!! I was so shock and curious at that time. I though someone steal something then put it in my bag=.='" stupid me!!!! I didn't even realize it was Body Shop bag!!! I slowly opened it and I found something!!!! It's the one i craving so much yesterday when I lepak-ing in JJ!!!!!OMG!!!! I felt so touch and happy. Seriously, I love to receive and give people christmas present. December is a lovable month:D It's so warm to wish people that I love. I just love Christmas~~i already forgot since when I started to fall in love with christmas:P


DINg DING DIng!!!!!!I got the Body Shop shimmering lip balm, hahaha, the most thing attract my attention is this one is the limited edition for this year christmas!!!!! HOHOHO!!!! damn happy leh!!! Reli feel so touch and thanks alot my best friend!!!! Special thanks to you for the surprise~~ I really appreciate it~~I love it so so so muchie neh~~~hahaha..

Once again, Merry CHristmas!!!!! I'm waiting for the day to come:D such a lovely December, lovely christmas~~:D

I miss last year winter!!!!

早上一早就出门，
晚上很迟才回到家，
最讨厌在天黑时一个人驾车回家，
感觉很孤独，很累，
不自不觉思念的情绪又会涌上心头。。

最近的生活真的很压力，
头脑细胞好像都死了好几个，
不过距离假期的日子快到了，
我必须加油！！
假期到了，很多东西要做哦：P

这个冬天快来临了，
怎么我会忽然怀念起去年的冬天呢？？
寒冷的冬天，
独自走在云顶的广场中，
耳边的音乐，
让我想起了你，
啊~忽然好想念你，想念去年的冬天~

Crapping

Blame myself for being an idiot when I was 18~
I did change~ I'm not the little girl anymore~Just that you didn't realize~
sometimes I flirt, I crapping, I joking~don't take me seriously~
I just wanna escape from the imej of being an obedient girl~

Take a look~seriously,I did change~
but you didn't realize..

Quiet, playful, emo-ing, talkative etc..
I have different genetic~
Like it or not, it's up to you~
I just love being myself~

Tattoo

Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Recently feel wana make a tattoo on any part of my body~~
Just wanna find something special, something which can make me excited~~
Roller coaster in genting couldn't give me any feel of excitement, what else can wake up my sensors? you, you , & him?
Non of you~I already numb~ Just wanna find something which can wake up my sensor~
Tattoo? maybe it can~arghh~~impossible lar~Beer? mayb I can take a try~
I want temporary lost memory!!!!!!!!!!
Don't bother me, just wanna crap~but i really do hope to do something which can release myself~I don't want to be the ownself again:(

emo-ing:((

近况

最近，非常忙碌~
应该没有时间让脑袋想些其它的东西，不是吗？？
满脑子很多东西要记，
学会的，活动的，课业上的，个人的，
一箩箩的东西，
有时真的让我觉得喘不过气来。
把各个时间填满了桌上的日历表，
从今年排到明年，
几时我才能休息？

现在的社会，
真心不管用了吗？？
对别人的真心，
人家不会珍惜，
还用冷水泼！！！！！
算了，把真心收起来留给自己吧~

请问你是谁？？

一直很想问你，
请问你是谁？？
你是何方的怪物？？
我不懂你，
我一直都不懂你，
请问我该怎么做才好呢？？
逃离mode~~

I want LV bag!!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Recently I really fall in love with LV bags!!!!!!!!!!!! It is so so so nicee~~I love it~
Louis Vuitton, I love you!!!!! Lolx...I wish to have a LV bag~~I wish to have lots of LV bags~~
You' re my next target~~hehe..
Okie..work hard for it!!!!gambateh~~Lolx..

加油篇

要得到一样东西，就必须放弃另一样东西，
是这样的吗？
或许真的就是这样吧。
想当初我选择走这条路时，
一直到今天，
我的确是有放弃掉一些东西，
是我太爱自己，太爱我的前途，太爱我的理想吗？
也许是吧~~
人生就是这样，总是身不由己。

最近看到身边很多的小人，
逐渐都得到很多报应，
所以最好不要当坏人吧~
做人还是积点公德比较好！！
因为我们永远都不会知道明天会发生什么事。

*这次我可以同时抓着我想要的东西吗？~~

Happy moment

yeah^^终于出炉了！！！！
上天总是不会辜负有努力的人，
终于有明显地进步了，
加油加油！！
给自己一点小奖赏吧~~=) muacks~~

Lost

她说，‘你变了，变得和以前很不一样。。’
我真的变了吗？？
因为他们，或许我真的是变了。。
逐渐把乱了的思绪调整回来，
迷路的感觉还是存在的，
还是凭感觉走，
随遇而安吧~

彻底反省

错过了，就错过了，
回不来了。。
都是我的错，
错在我犹豫不决，
一念之间就这样属于别人的了。。
除了伤心，就是反省，
下次绝对不会再犹豫不决了，
我不要再被我的想太多所困了，
想做什么就做吧，果断一点！！
这样对谁都好，对自己更好~

conversation

She said: 'Time proves everything!!!!'
He said:" NO, time wont prove everything. This is just an excuse for a normal human being."
She speechless..
Then he said:" You need to do something, you need to take actions so that it can be prove that there is changes in your life."
She is learning to take some actions to make changes in her life.
As he always says:' You always can't get what you want, but if you try sometimes you will get what you need."



Well, it inspired me alot,thanks=) W3lcome november~