first salary in my life:D

今天，我领了我人生中第一笔薪水:D:D
超开心的。。数目可是我预料之外。。嘻嘻。。
当然是一笔可观的数目咯。。
又是时候去逛街了，买我要买的东东。。
哈哈哈。。想了都开心。。
无端端就这么多出了这笔钱。。
加油吧。。
星期一会做自己喜欢做的事，
选了这条路，就不能后悔了。
gambateh:))

i'm not a perfect girl

这个月快要结束了。。
我有点不懂要怎么说才好。。
我不是一个好女孩，
我总是不明白别人对我的苦心，
我不够善解人意吗？
我不晓得，或许我真的不够完美吧。
我的担忧是多余的吗？
雨越下越大，我的心就越来越不安。。


P/s: happy bday to my mama:D:D~~~

my life

welcome back to my blog:)
last few days a little bit busy and having doubts about my future road..
and now everything consider settle,
and I knoe what I want adi:D I just nid more courage and support to pick up the challenges..
thanks to my family and friends who support me~~
I trust my ability that if i put more effort in this aspect,
my future will be very bright~~~:D
Today i found something funny..
when i search in the pelan, i couldnt find the house which i wanted to find..
lol~isit the house lost adi? or not exist on that land?
wakaka:D tomorrow I go and check, oni noe the answer..haha
Today result was released. Overall i not very satisfied..it still can be improve..
I nid to work much more harder in 3rd sem and esp epsilon in order to achieve my target:)
gambateh~~~^^V



p/s:今天，工作时，我的眼睛突然视线模糊了一下，两下，糟了，我想或许是太累了吧。我想如果我就这样瞎眼了，怎么办好呢？:(

it is weekend:D

hhahaa..i love this bear bear and the decoration..
went to my dad's fren wedding party..
so nice la..
the car oso nice:D

hohoho~~merry xmas!!!!!!
i knoe it is abit too early..
but thn i adi bought a xmas present for myself^^
i was damn happy~~~and i got a free make up voucher:*
hurray~~i cant wait for the coming of xmas...:))
and year end sales~~~

2210

Today very very nice..
a nice visit to court, learn alot & noe some of the lawyers..
experienced alot of new things..esp sit within those people who commit offence:S
scarry..but den a reli good experience cos saw alot of diff things:)) happie..
okie, met some of the frens in High Court too..
then continue met my bff in secret recipe JJ:D
a nice day to run away frm documents & window shopping b4 go bck to work:P

NIce Soba~~~:D

Black pepper chicken rice:)
huhu~~a wonder lunch for me...
thanks to everyone..
nitez..hope tmr wilb beter~~

Surprise day

Goshh~~~~
u know wat?!!!!!
today my boss is coming back..
when during lunch time, I was prepare to go buy food,
then he invited me to have lunch with him..OMG
seriously,i reli dun wan leh~~~
but then i got no choice la..
he straight ordered I followed him go for lunch..pengsan aku ini~~!!!!!!
okie, then I ate alone with him lor..
so far ok la..but a little bit bored..mayb I still not very know him well.
hope that I can know him beter in coming days..
lol~I'm not a quiet people.. but thn just i duno wat to talk with someone I just saw few times oni.
anyway, thanks for the lunch:))
He said after i finish my task, then he will teach me about conveyancing..yay!!!!!!
happy happy:D

monday blue

Today is blue monday..
sien...tmr my boss coming bck ler.lagi sien...aiks..
so many works to do..i reli so sick of those task..
i realize all this is clerk's task..
as a lawyer, we dun nid to deal wit all this de.
aiks..this is what so pityful behind a successful lawyer..
study like a cow, work like a cow.
last week i deal with almost 100 files..OMG
first time lar..:( learn alot but suffer alot at the same time.
Today, ms liza asked me why i looked sad..
i just replied monday blue, tats it..
i reli damn no mood when i in office...dun feel wan to talk at all.
hope tmr will be beter..but i dun think so
as they adi inform me I got lots of task to handle after tmr.:((
help~~~~~

圆舞曲

*她需要一种恍然大悟的惊喜。。
惊喜发生在 她诚实面对了自己。。
她不想忘记了 他的名。。
她不想胆怯了失去爱的勇气，
她吟唱着真心的字句，
找到自己，
面对世界，
她独自跳着圆舞曲。*


Today I went to shopping lor..:D
bought some formal clothes again..
Grr..when I bought cake,
a guy beside me keep look at me..
i realize he specifically use a type of eye to look at me.
I dont like this kind of feel, I feel so uncomfortable with it as I stand nearby him..
okie, I know he look not bad and smart..
but please don't use that type of eye to look at me.
okie, I know you might think I'm pretty and fair enough, attractive right..
but please remove ur eyes from me and my body~
my dress up might be a little bit sexy today..but then I just don't like ppl look at me like this.
grr....'bosongnya~~~~'

5th day

Today was the 5th day of my work..
still learnin new things.
i very happy., and i hope i can continue learn more and more nx week:)
okie, nx week my boss is back..sien ler..but then it is time to face new challenges..scary~
today I borrow 2 books back house to read lor..
my colleagues' joke is funny..i laugh nonstop lor..hahaha~~~~:D
they promote my boss's son to me...swt=.="'
I just curious about how he look like only..haha i don't think he is my cup of tea..:)
yay..tmr is off day cos deepavali~~happi deepavali naru:P
it is time for shopping during weekend...lalala:D

4th day of my work

Today is 4th day of my work..quite tiring lor..
everyday alot of work to do..
alot of files to read..anyway today's file is interesting..
includes adoption, writ of distress, bankruptcy...etc..
Thanks to miss amy who teach me alot about process of litigation..
I request her to let me follow up the procedure and she agreed.
Had a chatting with the lawyer upstair almost an hour..
Learn and knew more about litigation..nx thur follow her to court:D
Somehow when I read the cases file of divorce, I felt abit sad..
the child all still so small..the fella can marry twice and divorce twice..OMG
I'm wondering is there any true love in this world..
I'm not dare to believe in love..seriously..:(
I knw I shouldnt be affected by emotion during working time..
yet whenever deal with divorce cases, it makes me wondering alot of questions..
today alot of people oso rebut to ask me hv lunch with them..lol..weird..anyway i was happy:)




p/s:这几天，情绪都很不稳定，很崩溃的感觉。。

3rd day of my work

Today is the 3rd day of my work..
ok,i juz couldnt stand anymore with the food around my firm..damn lousy!!!!!
but then if want to eat nice food,i need to walk for some distance..
argh..abit lazy ler..sumore the wheather is hot..aiks..
anyone can buy chocolate indulgence for me?:( i nid it to cheer me up..
Some of the time I didn't concentrate in my work..
I accidentally photostat one more piece of the cukai pintu..sori..
then another time is i terbalikkan the cop to use..i knew my heart was not there at the moment.
luckily my boss was not in..:)
sometime when I photostat, I can felt I just acted like a robot stand there oni..
I shouldnt affect by my mood..:( learnin to control EQ..

the happy part is got a smart handsome guy walked in today:D
I can't move my eyes away once I saw him..totally smart and handsome:)
Just found out that he is Alliance bank's employee:))
Heard that he will come quite a frequent times to our firm..yay!!!!
It can wake me up from my sleepy condition.hehe..:P
another funny thing is once I saw a photo of a client's IC, I straight away burst into laugh~
I really laugh non stop there..lol~the girl in the photo just exactly look like pontianak:))
The girl who teach me oso laugh together with me..OMG
I donno why look the same.hee...:P
okie,hope tmr will be beter and got more fun things to learn:)

nitez...

小熊上班记

lalala:D
today was my first day in my life that I went to work..
fuyoo~~In lawyer firm sumore..my dream place of work:)
anyway,it was reli fun..
I deal with different kinds of people..and
today I need to handle 30 files of S&P agreement..& read complete set of S&P agreement
after finish coveyancing task, I will be change to handle litigation task at upstair of my firm:)
hope that I got chance to go court ba..
haha..I work until over the dismiss time:)
I realize that I got potential to be a workaholic:D
I really enjoy to work until I forgot the time and even myself..lol~
it was really fun, fun then study:)
okie, I love my job, I love to work..
Hope tmr will be beter and I got more tasks to handle with:)

Nitez..it is time for me to rest and read my story book before sleep:D

Delicious

Yay!!!!!
a big surprise for me~~~
I never expect there got Delicious de:D
When I step in the shopping complex, I saw this, and I shouted..lol~shameful..
I was craving for berilicious chocolate pavlova for long time..
Huraay~~~~I enjoyed my dinner there..:D
my pasta is not so special..but taste not bad..
Carbonara pasta is the best..but too bad I nt dare eat beef.
overall, I love the interior design of this shop:)
it is romantic and relaxing~~
i realize i forgot to take photos in this shop..stupid me!!!!
nx time I nid to go again and take photos:(
I miss berrilicious chocolate pavlova:))

lalala:D

Went to KL 3 days~~Saw this nice place:)I love here.

SIngk in Greenbox..Halloween drinks & games:D nicee~~

The next day..Wear a lovely dress ~~it is new arrival d:D
having my brunch in Pavilion..
hee..got free ice cream frm Hermes:)
then found out alot of nice food as well:D

Played around in Forever 21..
sobz..can't get the bangle I want:(
& the hairband as well..

anyway, I love this hairband:)

again, played around with the cap:)
Ss-ing inside..:P
it was a fun day for us:D
I enjoyed alot..I adore my new lovely dress:)

We reached house quite late that day..
Then cinnamon bread was our supper that night:)
This weekend was fun:D
Thanks to my frens..
shopping & eating nice food owiz is the best way for me to release my stress:)

你为什么说谎

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过 我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来