The wedding game

看完了这部电影后，
让我若有所思，
重审我对爱情婚姻的看法，
真爱真的还存在吗？？

哈哈，非常温馨甜蜜的一部电影~~
值得一看！！！！
我喜欢！！！！

complicated

Tonight, my mood suddenly became so complicated,
I don't know why..
I don't wish to explain much about what's deep inside my heart,
not because of anyone,
but because of my own feelings.
I wish to have a brother and sister..
since when I was small..
When I see people got sister and brother taking care of them,
I wonder how good is it if I've same like them.
Then I can share my feelings with my eldest sister,
I got eldest brother protect me always,
how good is it..
Maybe I'm lack of secure feel,
thus I keep finding someone older then me ,
finding this kind of protection from the future life partner.
Argh~ just forget about it.
I already get used with the life which without anyone's protection..
I must be tough~

Drama marathon

Yay!!!! Finally I finished watched this drama----> Koizora. hmm, really a nice drama. I'm searching for its movie now, hehe~ This drama is nice although the ending is sad and makes me cry alot~huhu~~but nevermind, it's nice:D
Currently, I'm craving for this couple bear bear~ This couple bear bear appear in this drama:D
SHoutout: I want this couple bear bear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I finished watching the singapore drama 'the little nyonya' too~ and the taiwan drama ' 幸福的抉择 I DO' . one is a little bit sad drama and another one is a nice and romantic drama.. It teach me about marriage. Finally, I understand why people needs to marry, it inspired me alot:D
Recently, I'm catching the tvb drama '珠光宝气'. Nice nice too~ it teach people the taktik which can be apply when doing business:D~ya, I know, society nowdays are realistic and cruel. NO money NO talk@@ and yeah, I'm catching the korean drama as well:D Really happy and enjoy:D






Before sleep, I pray to the God. I crossed my fingers. God, did u hear that what's inside my heart?
Will you help me?
Anyone answer me please..I need courages to push me move forward:( give me more please~

祈祷

生病后，病虽然好了，
可是还是感觉很不舒服，
为什么？？
最近总是被一些莫名的情绪困扰着，
希望不要再钻牛角尖了。
拜托拜托，千万不可以有什么事情发生，
每天都祈祷着，
下过了大雨，
总会天晴吧。。
这是我对自己说的。。我不知道哪里找来这种理由去说服自己。
上天听见我的祈祷吗？？

没有如果

*如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天*


世界上真的没有如果吧，
如果有的话，
我早就是亿万富翁了，
如果有的话，
我就在国外念书了，
爱情里更不会有如果吧~
如果。。。他。。。
如果。。。我。。。
算了，再说如果，
只有显示自己的懦弱，
如果，如果，如果，
一百次如果，
只让自己继续停留在原地不动，
错过，错过，错过，
让自己一错再错！！！！
或许爱真的没有如果。。

Holiday life

Argh~~although holidays is bored,
but it can be consider i fully utilised it:P
yesterday and today,
I spend almost half of the day in kitchen.
Wonder what I did inside right?
hehe..of course cooking lar.
Yesterday I was busy prepare some potato salad and fried the chicken floss popiah:)
Today I was busy prepare the tibits for cny de, first time i make it lor..and it taste nice:))
I tried to make the tempura mushroom also:D
it's almost same with sushi king de. youhuu~~
Now, just waiting for my senior's reply about how to make the sauce~
Still got lots to learn in coming days,eg like cookies,cakes , pies, etc~
ARG~~waiting my sifu coming back to teach me ah!!!!!!
Just got sifu's sms today, she is coming back very very soon:D
really happy~~looking forward our gethering, gossiping & baking class:)
ARG~~ and waiting my bestie coming back becoz gonna meet my primary sch friends together:)

Recently, I'm totally fall in love with my leehom's new album:D
especially the mv of the song '春雨里洗过的太阳'
He is totally cute inside the mv,
every of his actions is cute, cute, cute!!!!!!:P
His sweater is almost same with mine:D
ARG~~such a cute guy, I really love him:P


Stg irritates me recently, but i just ignore, hope everything will be fine* crossed my fingers pray to God*

shopping

I love this cloth so much:P
I wish to have it..



*holiday is bored, it makes my mind full of gloomy thoughts, I hate it*

教室。思念

思绪慢慢沉淀在昨夜的记忆里，
他们不同科系，
可是却凑巧地在同一班上课，
他就刚好坐在她隔壁，
她心里知道是他，
却故意装着视而不见，假装专心听课，
突然他把身子靠向她，
‘我有话想对你说。。’他吞吞吐吐地说。
‘说吧。’她说。
他很紧张，手里的笔不停地转动着。
过后他只在桌上写了一行字，
可是她却没有机会看见了。
其实她也很想知道那行字究竟是什么。。

Japanese Cherry Blossom

Body Shop got new product again~~yeah!!!! Can I have it? it seems that i'm too greedy right? anyway, I just wish to have any of the new product for this season Japanese Cherry Blossom~the smell is nice lar^_^ colour also sweet and nice~:P

Recently, i feel that the wheather is abit cold~ I can wear the sweater which keep sometime already de right? okie..anyway,I don't feel like want to wear it. Just forget about it.

Gambateh!!!! 'I should learn to forgive people..yea...I know' ~
Yay!!!!!!! today when I watched TV, I saw the place where my little snoopy came from:P
SHoutout:I want to go there!!!!!!
Can I??

看不见的那个她

今天新的一年，思想也感觉比较不一样了，
换上了新的日历，
这一季的日历，颜色很鲜艳，但愿我的生活也能这样吧。
今天，感触特别多。

有个故事启发了我，
原来要了解一个人并不容易，
人与人可以认识很久，
可是他们并不了解对方。
沟通是唯一的桥梁，
而她却总是把所有人都拒于心门外，
感觉很靠近，
可是我知道如果她没有打开心房，
他，即使是朋友，
也只能站在她的心外面，保持那段距离。
她不是很擅于表达，话也不多，
脸上总是没有太多的表情，
最多都只是淡淡一笑而过。
她虽然爱着一个人，
可是她的心是空的，孤独地。。
因为她从来都没有撇开心房去接触他。
微笑总是她的保护色，
冷漠是她隐藏自我的方式，
想必他也应该感受到与她的那段距离吧。
时间久了，
是人都会感到累吧。
她总是那样对他，
日子久了，他也会渐渐不想去了解她这个朋友了，
而她却还是孤独地隐藏在那个没有人可以到达的世界里。
是过于自我保护吗？为何对上喜欢的人，她还要这样做呢？

或许她现在也想给彼此多一次机会互相了解，
还来得及吗？