emo-ing + stress-ing

my weekend is conquer by cases:(
before sleep, i need to read cases,
after sleep, i need to read cases again:(
i'm trying to find bck the fun of study like last time.
I'm trying to find bck my passion~
I'm getting lost all this while..
no matter in what aspect, I'm not a perfect girl.
I can't do things well. I'm stupid.
I'm tired..tired of this kind of life..when is the end??
Am I able to graduate with the result which I want?
I'm maintaining and pushing it up..It is tired..
I study for knowledge or fight for marks?? fight for money in future??
I need some motivation, some encouragement.
I need someone lend me their shoulder for me to cry T.T
Why you can't see the pain in my heart? Are you pretend not to see?
Am I that bad?



You know I miss you...

刺猬

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

where are you?

始终没有人了解我的痛，
没有人了解我的难过，
我说了很多，很累，
有时我很想静静地，
什么都不说，一个人，
用钱买一个聆听者，
可以吗？
了解我的人，在哪里？

It's all abt food:D

Lalala~During my last weekend, I was enjoyed bbq in my house:D
wuhoo~such a long time didn't bbq..so everything was so nice..

yummy yummy~
long time didn't bbq ler..so it was very nice:D:D
I love them eventhough i know it is not healthy~

A beautiful sunday:D
ENjoyed my '8 bao cendol' in jonker walk:D:D
I love it..esp inside got peanut de:)

This one is my favourite nyonya asam laksa:D:D
wuhoo~~!!! I miss it now..:(
seriously, it was super duper delicious~~!!!!!

This is Baba Asam Laksa..
euu, inside got santan, so i cannot eat~
anyway, I still prefer mine one:P
After one week lecture classes, I m tired esp due to the stupid mooting..
it is coming very very soon:(
i pray tat everything will be fine~

2 in 1

wuhoo~~!!!!! went to Genting 2D1N..
Took a group photo before leave there..
A fun trip:D

I looked tired...becos it was already 1am~~!!
Enjoying the hot chocolate in starbucks..
'I miss you':P:P

Glow in the dark bowling~
Nice environment..nice music~~!!!

Say hi to chocolate house~~~:D:D
I love here..

DIng dong~~!!!I look weird in this pic..=.=
overall, it was a nice trip..but i lose rm 20 :((
anyway,a good experience in casino~!!

Went to watch this movie yesterday night with my family~
it was touch and nice...
overall, it was not bad as this is the very first local movie in msia..
next week,gonna start my busy life:(
pray tat everything will be fine~~

Silent night

我羡慕他们，我没有这种荣幸。
我没有这种资格。
不知道什么时候，
我也开始稀罕这些东西。
或许对别人来说，这些不是什么珍贵的东西，
可是对我来说，
我很在意。
或许是我一直都在怀疑我的存在感吧。

p/s：无奈浪涛一浪又一浪，也不过只为一次澎湃。

一棵开花的树

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻
 
为这
我已在佛前求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛於是把我化做一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
 
阳光下
慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望
 
当你走近
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情
 
而当你终於无视地走过
在你身後落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心


By 席慕容

KL again:D

Well, after finished my work, straight rushed to KL & met my friend~
Went to 4 shopping centers in this time..:)
Sushi Zanmai~~~!!!! it is nice:D:D

BBQ Plaza~~
The pork is nicee~~~:D:D I miss them now..

bee poo bee poo~!!! alien is coming...:P

This one is my favourite~~the best seller in this shop~~!!
I ate 2 bowls in one night:P:P
I miss you:*:*
next trip: Genting Highland~

2010

Happy New Year 2010~~!!!!
today is 1 Jan 2010..
I wish that everything will be fine during this year..
I can solve all my problems...
I can improve my CGPA...higher and higher:D
I can getting more rich..:P
become more and more leng leng~~~:P:P
wish all my dreams come true~~:)