生日歌

生日，就那么一年一次，
当然少不了一大群人庆祝，
放肆地狂欢，
这就是惯例。
孤单是一个人的狂欢，
狂欢是一群人的孤单。
一个人庆祝生日，
哪又会是什么感觉？？
从很小开始，
我就被教会唱生日歌。
它的旋律是那么的优美，
动人，如果是你爱的人为你唱出，
那它将会更感人，
我还记得，
它是这样被我哼着长大的，
‘祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐~
祝你生日~快~乐~’
每一次，我都为心爱的人唱生日歌，
这一次，有谁会为我而唱呢？？

开始。结束

原以为这一切都已经结束了，
很理所当然，
我还是和以往一样自以为是，
Damn my Foolish pride!!!!!!!
还记得，以前小时候，
老师对我说过当走到绝路时，
不要失望，
上天一定会开一扇窗给我，
让阳光照进来，
带给我希望。
我一直都很记得这个道理，
可是我就是每次在遇到瓶颈时，
没有办法好好运用这个道理。
现在，我体会到这个道理的意思了。

这一切，会是开始，还是结束？？
为什么我会这么难过，
感觉就快要结束了，
我是不是想太多了？？
开始和结束，
或许我根本没有权力去决定。
现在，我只想依靠着那扇窗所照射进来的阳光，
继续呼吸，
继续成长，
我可以吗？？

你怎么连话都说不清楚

聊别的，我们的眼神都不敢互望 ，
没说的，我们都没有聊些什么，
你眼神似乎闪过什么，也在避着我，
于是我没有多说，沉默取代了一切，
这么巧，就在这个时候，
我们的眼神无意中对上了，
想别的，可是却察觉你眼中什么一闪而过，
于是我尴尬地笑着，假装若无其事，
然后就这样闪开，企图掩饰些什么，
假装什么都不懂，怎么能拆穿你的不同。

你怎么连话都说不清楚，
温柔的tone我听得很清楚，
我站在你的面前，
你却对我沉默不语，
选择各自聊着别的话题，
怎么这样会让我心里觉得很难过，
为什么？？

梦。失落

排球场上的你是那么的显眼，
挥打球时那股劲力，
赢球时那个阳光般的笑容，
看着你对着球场旁的我笑得那么灿烂，
我第一次明白原来幸福的弧度是这样的。

当我醒来时，
嘴角还带着微微的笑意，
短暂的幸福只能遗留在梦里，
没有人了解梦醒后的失落感。。


p/s：梦一场咯。。嘻嘻。。不要听我瞎说。。

做我男友的首要条件

最近，我的一个好朋友，她很需要男朋友，渴望爱情，
我给了她意见，觉得她是因为寂寞，看见身边的人有个伴，自己就想要拥有，
其实，对我来说，这种心态不是很正确的，因为寂寞而恋爱，对我来说，太可悲了。
如果你告诉我，你很寂寞，我可以肯定你的心里一定是空空地，不踏实，
对我来说，一个有梦想，理想的人，无论身在哪里，永远都不会寂寞。
就拿我来做比喻，我承认，我是一个需要被爱和爱的女生，可是，
我清楚知道我的理想比爱情重要。对不起，这一点我承认，
我是那种事业心比较重的女人，可能因为野心比较大咯，
说真的，我的事业一天不稳定，我都不会想结婚，
爱情是固然重要，但是它不会是我的全部。。
有个妹妹问我，‘姐，为什么你都还不找男友？’
我说‘妹，姐不是不想找男友，只是觉得自己都不适合爱情，如果有天我有男友，我的那个他一定会因为不能谅解我的事业心，而离开我。。哈哈’

所以，做我的男朋友一定要能体谅我那么注重学业和事业的那颗心^_^我相信只要是爱我的人就能体谅我。。这是做我男友的首要条件哦。。嘻嘻。。

Compare

Do i make a comparison between them??
yup..i make..is not compare actually..i juz wana c wat's the difference between them..LOlz..
My fren told me that 'that one not reli good lar if compare to this one'..
Yeah..I admit..I can clearly see the difference oso..
haha..it is unfair for me to make comparison for both of them..stop it lol..
Respect..respect..okie..i respect..since i so good..rite??hehe^_^
yup..actually baby more prefer to this one lar, fren..hehe..baby showin *evil laugh*..
U noe why?? becos baby like to walk mah..her hobby is walk..walk..walk..*ding..evil laugh again*
Walk around that area searchin for her 'MUMMY':P
okie..enuf said..enuf walk..

Time to do revision..hehe..baby so hardworkin??!!yup..of cos lar..if not hw she can walk so far..lolz
Article1, article2, article 3,article 4,............
okie..baby is enugf blur..not wit those articles..but wit those contract law tutorial ques..Lolz..
Nobody noe I am a baby^_^..a baby who belongs to her 'MUMMY':P

惊喜

终于，我看到你了，
原来你就是其中之一，
负责晚会 的筹委，
真的没有想过会遇见你，
好久没有遇见你了，
看了你的作品，
不错嘛。。棒~~
看见你越变越不错了，对吗？
想必你应该过的很好吧。。
那就好。。
祝福你，希望有一天可以有机会真的遇见你，
也希望你不要不认得我哦。。嘻嘻。。

Realise & learn

一直到现在，
我才发现自己的幼稚，
自己的无知，
一味地责怪你，
责怪你不理我，
乱吃醋，
错怪了你。
我不应该这样孩子气，
应该学会体谅，
包容还有相信你。
会的，我要开始学习体谅，
学习成长，
学会温柔，表达我的关心，
学会有耐心，容忍，
不可以再乱猜疑，
对自己要有信心，
会的，我一定会学习的。

忙里偷闲

Yeah...first of all,wana congrate x infinite to myself..tis is my 100 blog post liao~~^_^
so hapi...HAPPIE ANNIVERSARY ~~HAPI 100 BLOGS~~HAPI BLOGGING~~

真的很开心，因为我的blog那么多了，不知不觉的哦。。嘻嘻。。
开心开心。。很开心哦。。

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对不起，我又再次发现自己做错事了，
很多时候我都盲目地错怪好人，
或许我真的想太多了吧，
是时候改一改这种心态了。。
终于，我忙完我的第三份assignment了，
接下来还有一份呢，
真的很累，压力很大，
不能怪任何人，
只能怪自己对自己要求太高，
现在又再担心分数了，
真糟，没药救！！
感觉很棒，
每次在很忙时，
都会无意中有点‘小忙’，
又时会让人幸福的‘小忙’，
顿时觉得自己是幸福的，
这样忙里偷闲也很不错，
加油吧~~

理不清

最近，和朋友聊起来，
才发现一直以来，
我和你之间有很多东西都理不清，
这一些，
是不是常常成了我们见面的理由，
它们就成了我们联系的桥梁，
我们从来都没有去正视它们的存在，
今天，明天，后天，
忘了，就这样忘了，
理不清，
就这样我们还是继续着。。

BIg SuRpRiS3

Yeah!! such a wonderful weekend!! Baby QiYaki juz got the big surprise from dad&mum..
It's Levi's watch..the only one in this world..hehe..special thanks to my cousin for changed the colour for me^_^..special thanks to My dad&mum..thanks for the surprise~~
Ohh..such a nice watch..it can match well with my jeans..hehe..they re same brand:P..
I wan the latest collection for Levi's shirt!!!! hehe~~can??
Lastly, still wana thanks to my dear parents..thx for givin such a nice present~~

Ops..is time to continue my assignment again..aiks..

Starbuck-ing

Yup..is weekend again..ohh..sob sob as i miss the Mystique Nite~~
Yeah!! I give myself a short break and went to shopping and starbuck-ing..hehe^_^
shared my favourite macha green tea from Japan+frappucino wit my bestie..Wonderful day^_^
hehe..enjoyed it so much..
Yesterday I was quite bad mood..but now i realize i did stg wrong..silly me..so childish..
haha..again..i gt scolded by my bestie juz now..'Joyce ah..You always like tat..never listen to what I said..keep tinkin in your own way..later only realize you re so childish..dont know how many times adi..'....
Yup..I noe..many times adi..I always did wrong..Sorry~~ I should not be so childish..
'Yayaya.. I will learn it la..aiya'.. She adi biasa wit my pattern liao..haha..
Yerr, too bad..My bestie say I look like a cat becos of the make up..like a wild cat,hehe..not bad..feel sexy rite??anyone attracted by me??Lolz..
Now, she said I look like a little girl when without make up..haha..kesian..I am no more a little girl leh...

okie..finish talkin my crap today..finish lepak-ing today..now, is time to continue my assignment again..aiks..=.=..

Sorry

讨厌自己。。生气自己。。
我气自己那么不争气，没有用。。
因为自己的自大，自尊心强害死了自己。。
永远都那么顾自己的尊严，
从来都不去为别人着想，
把别人的关心都看成理所当然，
只会伪装自己，
装若无其事，装陌生，
封闭自己，
一直到现在我才了解，
我是错的，
第一次觉得自己是失败的，
没有做自己应该做的事，
每次都错过了时机，
才来后悔，
不想再错下去了，对不起。。

Princess QiYaKi

Proudly introduce one of the members of Royal Family, Princess QiYaKi ^_^
She is a teddy bear lover, as her nickname is 'little bear mui' , a super fans of bear~~
Recently, she addicted to prom night..haha..
She love to dress up like this..
She hope to attend FBL nite in next year.. hehe..

Bla bla bla..thats all for today..finish talkin my crap adi..hehe~~

Kinda scare of my contract law final exam..as i noe, this stupid lecturer very strict and fussy..
I quite know her pattern..as i suffer so much when did her assignment and midterm test..
Reli gonna crazy because of her..
so I will 100% work hard for this subject..hope everything goes smoothly..juz pray~~

My 2008 Wishlist

Yeah!! Finally finished my midterm test adi..hope i can did it well..how wonderful if i can get 15 and above for all subjects..haha..juz pray hardly for it..
Enjoyed my favourite sushi in Sushi king twice in this week^_^ super hapi~~
Plan to go again tmr??hmm..still thinking cos lots of assignments waiting for me, all the group members waiting for me to divide task for them..aiks, start to feel stress again..
Today, felt quite unfair becos got lots of idiot curi tengok when in test..totally pei si them!!
aiks..dun care..juz see how they die in final exam..hehe..

Hehe..recently tink of manythings want to buy eh..haha..it's time to shopping again~~

1) Carlo Rino Lipgloss ( it able to make my lips QQ,tats the main reason i want it..hehe)
2) Bloom 'Princess' Lipstick (i like da colour so much as it can match wit the lipgloss)
3) Body Shop body scrub ( gonna buy it soon since adi finish used liao)
4) NIKE sportshoes
5) NIKE bag ( dont know why i like Nike so much..haha)
6) Levi's shirt ( i want the latest collection!!)
7) Zara 's shirt ( i want it cos it's so nice!!juz love it..hehe)
8) Esprit 's shirt or blouse
9) High heels ( want it to suit my levi's jeans lar..hehe..)
10) Some nice design tshirt
11) Colour lens ( c 1st, mayb buy it cos wana make my eyes bigger..hehe)
12) ODM watch ( haha..it's reli over expensive..but i reli wish i can have it..)
13) Kanebo cosmetics ( i juz love tis brand..hehe)
14) Estee Lauder perfume (huhu~~i love it so much..the old1 use til sien liao..)
15) Greentea soya bean ( hohoho..sudd pop out food list..hehe)
16) Hazelnut white chocolate
17) Hargen Daz greentea ice cream
18) Japan tibits ( so nice..especially the wasabi greenbeans & greentea chocolate..hehe)
19) Pavilion Wong Kok restaurant (nw it's turn for the plc i wan to go..hehe..plan to thr celeb my bday since the design so nice bt i scare noisy la..haha..)
20) Saisaki buffet (gonna go for it soon..hehe..hw can i miss my lovely sushi buffet)
21) Seafood buffet somewhr in Starhill Galery

I hope I can get all in my wishlist..juz pray for it..hehe..ohya..one more..to get 1st class or at least 2nd upper in this semester..hehe..tis one cant pray..must work hard for it..gambateh!!

After Granc Gala

昨天，出席了这场盛大的晚宴，
感觉真的很grand，和想像中真的有不一样，
基本上还蛮好玩的，只是有些节目有点点闷，
菜色也很不错，不会太普通，就很得体，
和一群senior坐，她们都很漂亮，
嘻嘻，显得我有点丑：P

这一次的出席，让我发现了不少东东，
就懂有那种自以为是的senior，
我想他应该以为我对他有意思吧，哈，想太多了，我只当他是senior和普通朋友而已，
他的举动真的让我还蛮反感的，
太没有风度了，无聊！！
还有哦，让我发现到平时看起来乖乖，可是却抽烟！！
真的出乎意料哦，对他，也开始有点反感~~
不会抗拒，只是有点反应不过来。。
因为有那些法官，大人物等等的出席，
所以要跳舞都不行，
有点显掉=.="'

要接近散场时，
真的很累，
没有办法集中精神了，所以频频犯了一些小错，
真糟啊！！
我到底是在做什么？？！！
aiks猜想到一定会有一些人又因为这些小细节而在背后议论纷纷了咯，
管他们啦~~随便他们怎么想。。
当天，虽然没有喝酒，
可是感觉就晕晕地，
神志不清~~
为什么会这样？？
算了，就这样结束了一场晚宴，
下次准备去FBL NITE 了，
嘻嘻，我连服装和造型都想好了~~
发现自己真的爱上了这种ballroom式的dinner~~

Before Granc Gala..

Granc gala..a grand law students' event~~
My lecturer told me that got invite judges, lawyers,and some students frm UM and duno which university somemore lar..
hm...i never put any hope on it ..haha..as i expect it will be no handsome guys at all:P.. I am bad isit??haha..

hmm...now waiting for setting my hair, make up..all that..
sincerely speaking, I dun reli like to do all this stuff.. I prefer myself to be look natural..since I am a self-center person..like to do things without care what people think about me..
I hate to wear contact lens..thus, most probably I want to wear spec to attend this dinner..hehe^_^
as usual, those who noe me well,for sure they noe that I will really do like tat as I like..

actually , I reli lazy wan to attend this dinner..but since i adi bought the ticket, what to do??juz go lar..haha...

okie..gtg...hope that I am the prettiest in this dinner..haha..pretty oso no use because no handsome guys:P..kakaz..

Thinking..

Today, i juz told my bestie tat i want to do stg..hehe..little devil jump out again~~
those who noe me well de, they reli reli noe my pattern very well..
according to them, I am kind of person who got my own rules and principles in my life..
yea, I set it myself juz because i want myself to follow it as principles in my life..I want myself to clear in everything, everyway i choose and follow..

haha..usually I wont breach any of this rules and principles..no matter who,whr and how..
hmm..now my bestie juz told me..'Joyce ah..u noe ,there is always someone who make u willing to breach ur own rules and principles..' I suddenly feel like =.='"..is that true?? why i din realise??
hmm..yea, that's true..i noe wat my bestie mean..haha...OMG!!why i become like tat??since when i become like tat?? unbelievable!!

haha..how can i breach the Joyce Constitution?? unbelievable right?? I must be crazy..I tink so..

recently many problems happen around me..hmm...mostly is about friends..
suddenly feel want to find someone to pour out what i want to say..
but,I noe u got ur own problem too,thats why I never disturb u..haha..see, I am so good isit??
I hate this kind of problems as I never faced it before..I dont like complicated things althought sometimes I always make things become more complicated..but that's my own problem..ha..
Sometimes, is not the matter of right or wrong, is juz different pattern and different opinion of both parties..sometimes I am not agree with the things u did, it doesn't mean that what u done is wrong..juz I cant accept in my own perspective..thats all..
I always believe that there is a balance point between 2 parties no matter who, whether is couple or friends..
We really need to find it out to maintain the relationship..seriously..I kinda hate this kind of problem..so Please, this kind of problem better get away from me ..I want Peace^_^

Those who noe well about me, for sure you will noe that i prefer stable kind of relationship and I need secure feel badly..haha..thus, I dont hope there is any changes in this relationship..
Anyway, I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow ...juz pray...

愚人节

这个愚人节，
我选择了一个人静静地渡过，
原本是应该开心，娱乐大家的日子，
我却一个人躲了起来，
这样做，对吗？？
把自己藏起来，
选择逃避面对一切，
为什么我会变得这样？？
第一次，我的愚人节过得这么可悲。。

小心，你的背后有只乌龟：P
我对自己开的玩笑，
这样房里的空气也就不会那么沉重，
祝我愚人节快乐~~