Thinking..

Today, i juz told my bestie tat i want to do stg..hehe..little devil jump out again~~
those who noe me well de, they reli reli noe my pattern very well..
according to them, I am kind of person who got my own rules and principles in my life..
yea, I set it myself juz because i want myself to follow it as principles in my life..I want myself to clear in everything, everyway i choose and follow..

haha..usually I wont breach any of this rules and principles..no matter who,whr and how..
hmm..now my bestie juz told me..'Joyce ah..u noe ,there is always someone who make u willing to breach ur own rules and principles..' I suddenly feel like =.='"..is that true?? why i din realise??
hmm..yea, that's true..i noe wat my bestie mean..haha...OMG!!why i become like tat??since when i become like tat?? unbelievable!!

haha..how can i breach the Joyce Constitution?? unbelievable right?? I must be crazy..I tink so..

recently many problems happen around me..hmm...mostly is about friends..
suddenly feel want to find someone to pour out what i want to say..
but,I noe u got ur own problem too,thats why I never disturb u..haha..see, I am so good isit??
I hate this kind of problems as I never faced it before..I dont like complicated things althought sometimes I always make things become more complicated..but that's my own problem..ha..
Sometimes, is not the matter of right or wrong, is juz different pattern and different opinion of both parties..sometimes I am not agree with the things u did, it doesn't mean that what u done is wrong..juz I cant accept in my own perspective..thats all..
I always believe that there is a balance point between 2 parties no matter who, whether is couple or friends..
We really need to find it out to maintain the relationship..seriously..I kinda hate this kind of problem..so Please, this kind of problem better get away from me ..I want Peace^_^

Those who noe well about me, for sure you will noe that i prefer stable kind of relationship and I need secure feel badly..haha..thus, I dont hope there is any changes in this relationship..
Anyway, I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow ...juz pray...