Flash back 2009

I did and went through alot of significant things in 2009~in my life as well..
See through old photo album..2009 is meaningful to me..
I learn to grow up,learn to be independent, learn to be a perfect girl..
1) I went for my legal attachment started since October. My external supervisor is a good boss. I learned alot from him. I guess I will be miss him alot in future..haha it is true:) I appreciate this golden opportunity~thanks God..

2) I joined JLS..for the first time, I was head of food division.
I learned alot and knew alot of good friends. I knew how to cook different types of japanese food through this. I'm happy that I able to enter this society through interview and lead this division successfully~~I appreciate God gave me this chance:)
I first time wear yukata~~it was fun and excited.

3) I joined JCN. I was assistant head of program division:)
This event was an unforgetable memory to me. We lead the drama group. We practice, we argued when different opinions, we angry when anyone committed wrong things.
I was very happy when I saw the performance gone through successfully on stage.
It was the program that we conducted. I really felt satisfied with it.
Of course I knew alot of 'brothers and sisters' throught this event:D
Thanks God gave me the chance. It makes me pick up my confidence again.

4) I learned french. I sit for french exam. I did presentation with french.
It was awesome. I knew new friends through french lesson.
Now, I miss the french teacher alot:)

5) I took theatre as co-curiculum subject. I learned alot from this. I first time went to KLPAC and watch performance. A nice experienced:)
Again, now I miss the teacher alot~~
This considered as one of the event also. When watch the performance on stage, I felt satisfied with it and very touch~~This is a grand performance, I knew & we did it.

6) I had my 21st bday party in my house. I got alot of presents:)
Alot of friends came to my party~~It was memorable and unforgetable moment for me.
I appreciate God let me live until today and I got so many good friends~
We joined the event together, make it success together.
Thank you guys for gave me such a wonderful memory.

7) I first time got this big big cup of tea:)
I was very excited and happy~ thanks to all my friends who purposely skipped class to accompany me just to get this big cup tea~I appreciate it alot alot:D:D
Again, 21/7/09 was a memorable day for me~ I 'm 21 year old.

8) Finally I get the chance to try the dessert which i craving for so so so long..
Things always happen unexpectedly---> This is call 'surprise'.
I appreciate it:)

9) Hurray~I went to Singapore. After so many years, I went back to 'my underwater world'.
Ya, I love there. I enjoyed the moment there.
It was a nice trip:D:D I able to see alot of special things which I never see before.
Thanks to my papa for the trip:D
I look forward for our 2010 trip~

10) It was a wonderful xmas for me. I had gathering with alot of friends.
My university friends, my primary & secondary school friends..
We exchanged xmas presents, wish, chat and laughed at each other.
I appreciate our friendship:) I hope we re forever friends.

11) First time I bought alot of things in Year End Sale. I spent alot. I knew.
First time I get salary, the feeling was excited. I bought those things in my wishlist.
Guess, I already finished buying all the things in my wishlist:D A new one will come out soon~:P

12) I did something in 2009. I don't know whether it was silly or what. Btw, I felt it was meaningful to me. If God let me choose all over again, I will still choose this choice. I'm not regret. I appreciate everything..

I hope everything going well in coming 2010 year. I pray that all my problems can be solve, I can achieve my target, I can become more and more good in every aspect:)
I whispered to God: ' Can you hear my wishes?'
That's the end of 2009.

哭过就好了

Quoted:
我从来都不说不，
不是我愿意，是因为我爱你。
我从来都不生气，
不是我没有脾气，是因为我爱你。
我从来都不哭，
不是我没有眼泪，是因为我爱你。

Christmas eve

hohoho~~merry christmas...
this few weeks i got no much time to blog leh~~
everyday is pack:D:D
I'm hapi wit tis kind of life~~
ok fine,today and tmr i got stg like gift exchange party:D:D
super happy~~gathering again..
ok..see u~
stay tuned for more photos~~

Update

Recently I really busy with my work..
busy like a bee everyday from mornin til evening..
today i worked until 6.30 only backed=.=
first time so late..still took some work go back and do..
i'm wonder whether i'm a trainee or real worker..
my boss gave so many task for me to handle..
but i learn alot of cos..:) he is good boss~
I felt guilty today becos i reject his invitation to lunch as i ned to go bck take laptop..
kesiannya~~~
yay~tmr i'm going to singapore~~~:D:Dhope it wil be a nice trip~

p/s: 我希望我回来后，我们可以好好谈一谈，好吗？

bussie life

Halo~~welcome bck to my blog..
quite sometime i din blog becos i was too too busy=.=
Attended my bestie's bday party aka gathering:D:D
happie hapiie~~nice gathering..
this photo too dark,i'm stil waiting for the bday girl send me good pic..
my legal attachment goin to end soon..T.T sobz~
i dun wan to go bck to campus, I love to work..
I like my colleagues, I like my boss:P even sumtime i dunlike.hehe
i miss working life alot~it is diff with study,I like becos i feel it is more challenging~
My boss gv me alot of chances to handle alot of agreements,
diff types of agreements reli is a big challenges for me,
I realize that I started to fall in love with conveyancing:P
ohno~I shouldnt say I don't love them..
see, now I started to love them more and more..

p/s:我常常爱上一些一开始我就很讨厌的东西。。

I'm busy like a bee..lalala:D

You re a fool

Dear,
你到底还想怎样，
你可以醒一醒吗？我不是要怪你，
你说你的头脑和你的心是分开的，
那你的心可以理智一点吗？
你知道这不是你的作风，
为什么你会一直为了他失去了自己。
值得吗？值得牺牲这么多吗？
你的条件这样好，走出去，
还有很多人争着要你。
我越来越不明白你。。
我不明白为什么你要那样自我堕落。
我看不到你的牺牲是值得的。
你是傻瓜。。

可以借我吗？

我关上了门，
不管有多难过委屈，一个人面对，
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨 ，
我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷 。
我应该习惯这样的气氛，
我的悲伤得不到拥抱。。
如果可以，肩膀可以借我吗？
安慰可以借我一下下吗？
一秒就好了。。
我知道那一夜是错觉。。

Xmas shopping weekend:D

Well, here i share some of the photos taken during last weekend when I went to KL:D
I love this pizza~~nice nice and special~
next time I will visit this shop again~:)

I love this tea set:))

This one very geng one..haha we ate til the whole paper burned=.= shock lar..:D:D
i forgot to take the pic oso ler..hehe

I love Pavilion's xmas decoration~~
this photo i seem close my eye? aiks..

hohoho~merry xmas...xmas is coming soon..
this time i bought alot of things..
well,i wont be guilty becos it is my own salary::)
bought some branded stuff becos it is sales now:D
I love them now:))
hehe...next trip: Singapore~~

New Moon

hohoho~~~Went watch New Moon this afternoon after shopping..
at the beginning abit bored lor..but thn later everything was nice ..
got one part very touch~~make me cried..huhu~
I knew this is so call true love..one can sacrified everything for her/his lover..
i believe i'm one of them too..haha..sounds too bad..
at the end of this movie was very sweet..
but it makes me very curious about 3rd episode ler..
'marry me,bella...'
she didn't answer him..tats the end of it:) sweet~~
Bella is a nice name,nx time i will name my daughter wit this name:D
ok,stay tuned for more photos..hehe..gonna go and see xmas decoration in KL..:P

21 & 22 Nov

HUSh~~~last weekend is pack..i went to The Mines for the book fair:D:D
ok,i bought 3 magazines oni..sob sob..so few..ntg much..
thn headed to Sweet Chat ate durian pancake..:D:D
nice nice~~

Almond cream~~nice..
some people dun like becos of its taste..
but sumhw i love it..its good for skin:D

Mango Mango~~I love them so much..it was nice.

Photo taken durin saturday I met with my fren:D:D
Played around with her noob spec:P
hahaha...well, it is nice meet..
recently din blog much becos i was very busy,durin thur i was just sick..
vomit and vomit non stop in office..
well,on MC..ahhaha
This weekend very pack again..i 'm going to KL tmr..
lalala:D:D
ohya,i used my salary bought a pair of Nike shoes..and body butter.
tmr gonna buy more and more:D:D
and monday gonna get salary again~~~
life is wonderful when u able to buy things u like:)

1,2,3 GO!!!!

haha...working is fun:D:D
I'm goin to finish week 6 legal attachment ler..nx week is week 7..
wow,very fast leh~~
sigh,i dun wan to go bck to mmu..
i adi get used with working life and get along to lunch with my colleagues:D
i adi get used with environment all those..
I reli love this kind of life esp whn it comes to weekend:D:D
haha...singapore,KL,genting re waiting for me:D:D
I'm reli looking forward for those trips~~
when working, this is the things i nid to do during weekend,outing non stop~~
well,this coming thurs i can get salary again~~yuhoo~
it is time for shopping!!!!!!!!
1,2,3, GO!!!!!!

We were warned

huraay~~~this saturday night went for movie again~~2012:D
it inspired me alot..
very touchy~~~cried alot durin the movie...
again, i was 'ham bao':)
recently no much time to update becos busy with work..
I learn alot durin the whole week:D:D
thanks to my boss who treat us eat mille crepe~~
hehe..photo of mille crepe goin to upload soon~:))
i ate 2 pieces..hehe:P
tmr is week 6 lor..I hope everything goes well:)pray~

abnormal

我没有资格去爱一个人，
是呀，我追求名利，地位，金钱，
我就是这样的女生，
哪又怎样，
从来爱情都不属于我，
我不是你想象的那个乖宝宝，
从来我都不敢相信真爱的存在。

最近，我开始发现我的反常思考，动作，
对不起。。

Saturday outing:D

Yesterday went out for the whole day:D:D
Morning work, after work straight away rush to singk :D:D
after that met some friends for dinner,
then continue went for movie:D:D
Watched 'the time traveler's wife',
not bad but i feel that I still not suit for this type of classical love movie.
I dono why..just feel like this oni~~


I kept bother with the same ques recently.
I really feel suffer sometimes,
I can't stop think about that ,
I dono what should I do,
am I sensitive? i don't think so.
Tell me the truth please, don't make me live in pain:(

Two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one


p/s: i duno why this song juz very got feel, attract me during workin time~make me feels like crying..

first salary in my life:D

今天，我领了我人生中第一笔薪水:D:D
超开心的。。数目可是我预料之外。。嘻嘻。。
当然是一笔可观的数目咯。。
又是时候去逛街了，买我要买的东东。。
哈哈哈。。想了都开心。。
无端端就这么多出了这笔钱。。
加油吧。。
星期一会做自己喜欢做的事，
选了这条路，就不能后悔了。
gambateh:))

i'm not a perfect girl

这个月快要结束了。。
我有点不懂要怎么说才好。。
我不是一个好女孩，
我总是不明白别人对我的苦心，
我不够善解人意吗？
我不晓得，或许我真的不够完美吧。
我的担忧是多余的吗？
雨越下越大，我的心就越来越不安。。


P/s: happy bday to my mama:D:D~~~

my life

welcome back to my blog:)
last few days a little bit busy and having doubts about my future road..
and now everything consider settle,
and I knoe what I want adi:D I just nid more courage and support to pick up the challenges..
thanks to my family and friends who support me~~
I trust my ability that if i put more effort in this aspect,
my future will be very bright~~~:D
Today i found something funny..
when i search in the pelan, i couldnt find the house which i wanted to find..
lol~isit the house lost adi? or not exist on that land?
wakaka:D tomorrow I go and check, oni noe the answer..haha
Today result was released. Overall i not very satisfied..it still can be improve..
I nid to work much more harder in 3rd sem and esp epsilon in order to achieve my target:)
gambateh~~~^^V



p/s:今天，工作时，我的眼睛突然视线模糊了一下，两下，糟了，我想或许是太累了吧。我想如果我就这样瞎眼了，怎么办好呢？:(

it is weekend:D

hhahaa..i love this bear bear and the decoration..
went to my dad's fren wedding party..
so nice la..
the car oso nice:D

hohoho~~merry xmas!!!!!!
i knoe it is abit too early..
but thn i adi bought a xmas present for myself^^
i was damn happy~~~and i got a free make up voucher:*
hurray~~i cant wait for the coming of xmas...:))
and year end sales~~~

2210

Today very very nice..
a nice visit to court, learn alot & noe some of the lawyers..
experienced alot of new things..esp sit within those people who commit offence:S
scarry..but den a reli good experience cos saw alot of diff things:)) happie..
okie, met some of the frens in High Court too..
then continue met my bff in secret recipe JJ:D
a nice day to run away frm documents & window shopping b4 go bck to work:P

NIce Soba~~~:D

Black pepper chicken rice:)
huhu~~a wonder lunch for me...
thanks to everyone..
nitez..hope tmr wilb beter~~

Surprise day

Goshh~~~~
u know wat?!!!!!
today my boss is coming back..
when during lunch time, I was prepare to go buy food,
then he invited me to have lunch with him..OMG
seriously,i reli dun wan leh~~~
but then i got no choice la..
he straight ordered I followed him go for lunch..pengsan aku ini~~!!!!!!
okie, then I ate alone with him lor..
so far ok la..but a little bit bored..mayb I still not very know him well.
hope that I can know him beter in coming days..
lol~I'm not a quiet people.. but thn just i duno wat to talk with someone I just saw few times oni.
anyway, thanks for the lunch:))
He said after i finish my task, then he will teach me about conveyancing..yay!!!!!!
happy happy:D

monday blue

Today is blue monday..
sien...tmr my boss coming bck ler.lagi sien...aiks..
so many works to do..i reli so sick of those task..
i realize all this is clerk's task..
as a lawyer, we dun nid to deal wit all this de.
aiks..this is what so pityful behind a successful lawyer..
study like a cow, work like a cow.
last week i deal with almost 100 files..OMG
first time lar..:( learn alot but suffer alot at the same time.
Today, ms liza asked me why i looked sad..
i just replied monday blue, tats it..
i reli damn no mood when i in office...dun feel wan to talk at all.
hope tmr will be beter..but i dun think so
as they adi inform me I got lots of task to handle after tmr.:((
help~~~~~

圆舞曲

*她需要一种恍然大悟的惊喜。。
惊喜发生在 她诚实面对了自己。。
她不想忘记了 他的名。。
她不想胆怯了失去爱的勇气，
她吟唱着真心的字句，
找到自己，
面对世界，
她独自跳着圆舞曲。*


Today I went to shopping lor..:D
bought some formal clothes again..
Grr..when I bought cake,
a guy beside me keep look at me..
i realize he specifically use a type of eye to look at me.
I dont like this kind of feel, I feel so uncomfortable with it as I stand nearby him..
okie, I know he look not bad and smart..
but please don't use that type of eye to look at me.
okie, I know you might think I'm pretty and fair enough, attractive right..
but please remove ur eyes from me and my body~
my dress up might be a little bit sexy today..but then I just don't like ppl look at me like this.
grr....'bosongnya~~~~'

5th day

Today was the 5th day of my work..
still learnin new things.
i very happy., and i hope i can continue learn more and more nx week:)
okie, nx week my boss is back..sien ler..but then it is time to face new challenges..scary~
today I borrow 2 books back house to read lor..
my colleagues' joke is funny..i laugh nonstop lor..hahaha~~~~:D
they promote my boss's son to me...swt=.="'
I just curious about how he look like only..haha i don't think he is my cup of tea..:)
yay..tmr is off day cos deepavali~~happi deepavali naru:P
it is time for shopping during weekend...lalala:D

4th day of my work

Today is 4th day of my work..quite tiring lor..
everyday alot of work to do..
alot of files to read..anyway today's file is interesting..
includes adoption, writ of distress, bankruptcy...etc..
Thanks to miss amy who teach me alot about process of litigation..
I request her to let me follow up the procedure and she agreed.
Had a chatting with the lawyer upstair almost an hour..
Learn and knew more about litigation..nx thur follow her to court:D
Somehow when I read the cases file of divorce, I felt abit sad..
the child all still so small..the fella can marry twice and divorce twice..OMG
I'm wondering is there any true love in this world..
I'm not dare to believe in love..seriously..:(
I knw I shouldnt be affected by emotion during working time..
yet whenever deal with divorce cases, it makes me wondering alot of questions..
today alot of people oso rebut to ask me hv lunch with them..lol..weird..anyway i was happy:)




p/s:这几天，情绪都很不稳定，很崩溃的感觉。。

3rd day of my work

Today is the 3rd day of my work..
ok,i juz couldnt stand anymore with the food around my firm..damn lousy!!!!!
but then if want to eat nice food,i need to walk for some distance..
argh..abit lazy ler..sumore the wheather is hot..aiks..
anyone can buy chocolate indulgence for me?:( i nid it to cheer me up..
Some of the time I didn't concentrate in my work..
I accidentally photostat one more piece of the cukai pintu..sori..
then another time is i terbalikkan the cop to use..i knew my heart was not there at the moment.
luckily my boss was not in..:)
sometime when I photostat, I can felt I just acted like a robot stand there oni..
I shouldnt affect by my mood..:( learnin to control EQ..

the happy part is got a smart handsome guy walked in today:D
I can't move my eyes away once I saw him..totally smart and handsome:)
Just found out that he is Alliance bank's employee:))
Heard that he will come quite a frequent times to our firm..yay!!!!
It can wake me up from my sleepy condition.hehe..:P
another funny thing is once I saw a photo of a client's IC, I straight away burst into laugh~
I really laugh non stop there..lol~the girl in the photo just exactly look like pontianak:))
The girl who teach me oso laugh together with me..OMG
I donno why look the same.hee...:P
okie,hope tmr will be beter and got more fun things to learn:)

nitez...

小熊上班记

lalala:D
today was my first day in my life that I went to work..
fuyoo~~In lawyer firm sumore..my dream place of work:)
anyway,it was reli fun..
I deal with different kinds of people..and
today I need to handle 30 files of S&P agreement..& read complete set of S&P agreement
after finish coveyancing task, I will be change to handle litigation task at upstair of my firm:)
hope that I got chance to go court ba..
haha..I work until over the dismiss time:)
I realize that I got potential to be a workaholic:D
I really enjoy to work until I forgot the time and even myself..lol~
it was really fun, fun then study:)
okie, I love my job, I love to work..
Hope tmr will be beter and I got more tasks to handle with:)

Nitez..it is time for me to rest and read my story book before sleep:D

Delicious

Yay!!!!!
a big surprise for me~~~
I never expect there got Delicious de:D
When I step in the shopping complex, I saw this, and I shouted..lol~shameful..
I was craving for berilicious chocolate pavlova for long time..
Huraay~~~~I enjoyed my dinner there..:D
my pasta is not so special..but taste not bad..
Carbonara pasta is the best..but too bad I nt dare eat beef.
overall, I love the interior design of this shop:)
it is romantic and relaxing~~
i realize i forgot to take photos in this shop..stupid me!!!!
nx time I nid to go again and take photos:(
I miss berrilicious chocolate pavlova:))

lalala:D

Went to KL 3 days~~Saw this nice place:)I love here.

SIngk in Greenbox..Halloween drinks & games:D nicee~~

The next day..Wear a lovely dress ~~it is new arrival d:D
having my brunch in Pavilion..
hee..got free ice cream frm Hermes:)
then found out alot of nice food as well:D

Played around in Forever 21..
sobz..can't get the bangle I want:(
& the hairband as well..

anyway, I love this hairband:)

again, played around with the cap:)
Ss-ing inside..:P
it was a fun day for us:D
I enjoyed alot..I adore my new lovely dress:)

We reached house quite late that day..
Then cinnamon bread was our supper that night:)
This weekend was fun:D
Thanks to my frens..
shopping & eating nice food owiz is the best way for me to release my stress:)

你为什么说谎

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过 我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

Tiring day

啊！！！每一次考试，
都会让我减少我的寿命十年啊！！！
真糟糕！！！
没有睡午觉的习惯的我，
竟然今天一回家就倒头睡死，
可以想象我到底有多疲累嘛。
哎~这场仗还有得打下去呢，
希望我的身体挺得住吧。
上网看到了一个短片，
不晓得为什么看着看着，
我的眼泪就出来了。
所有的回忆一下子随着短片，
倒翻了出来，
我不知道为什么我会有这样的反应。
是因为太累了吗？



p/s:what is the meaning of love?爱情的意义在哪里？不是我不明白，是你。。

dreamland

刚生了一场病，
唉，天气真的不好，
闷热的下午，我还要躲在房里啃书，
所以我的头脑就偷偷跑去约会了。
我的头脑选择继续沉溺在甜蜜的约会里，
它似乎没有要醒来的意思。
我的思想被我的头脑操控着，
我失去了自我控制能力。
渐渐地，我和这个世界慢慢脱离了关系，
飘到了遥远的地方去了。

Wa Zen

lol~the colour of this thingy abit..hmm..but so far is quite ok..
erm, we order the wrong thing T.T
we tot it was yam and red bean sauce..who noe is salty~~not very nice..

this one ok lor..I know how to cook oso:P
the waiter said is japanese style's yong tau hu~>.<
but the soup is nice~

this is the one i ate..it was set of terriyaki chicken.
overall i like it..
Wa Zen sushi is nicer compare to sushi king..
mayb because they made the sushi themselves but not machine:)
ok, nx time I wil revisit this shop again:D
yum yum dinner~~:P

Tonight, I celebrate my love for you

Recently I'm fall in love with oldies songs..
It is nice to listen to them,
especially during sunday afternoon:)
It is so quiet and in peaceful environment..
Outside wheather is nice too..
Putting all the problems aside,
Close my eyes,
I know what I going to do next..
the journey is full of obstacles ,
yet I'm not scare, I must be brave&tough.

again, tonight I celebrate my love for you~

气

ok，就当我的眼睛是瞎的，
我不出声，人家当我是病猫，
很好，真的很好，
从来没有见过如此不知廉耻的家伙，
对别人好，别人只会一而再，再而三地占便宜，
我真的是气到极点！！！！！
不懂我的那个细胞是死的，遇见这种无能的白痴，
难道你不会觉得羞耻吗？
别人对你好，真的是多余的！！！
滚开吧！！！越看就越不顺眼。
最好不要逼我对你骂粗口，
不然你连一分钱都不值了。

Time is love:D

今天的天气很好，
朋友约我出去，可是我有考试，
不能出去T。T
一个人在家，很安静，
我很享受这样一个人安静的时刻，
收音机传来' falling for you',
最近我爱听的一首歌，
是谁的心情呢？
我真的不清楚。


p/s:time will prove everything.

Secret recipe:D

Argh~~~final exam is just coming soon~~:((
damn stress..
I ran to eat secret recipe cake:D
relax awhile mah..yum yum~~

Enjoyed a bowl of tomyam soup too^^
wonderful afternoon for me..
relax~~
:D

p/s:猫爱上幸福，鱼怎会知道~:)

Falling for you:D

I don't know, but I think I may be fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, wait until I know you better.

I am trying not to tell you, but I want to. I'm scared of what you'll say, so I'm hiding what I'm feelin', but I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head

I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you. I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you. I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you. I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you, I'm fallin for you.

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand, pull me towards you, and we start to dance. All around us, I see nobody. Hearin' silence, it's just you and me.

I'm trying not to tell you, but I want to. I'm scared of what you'll say, so I'm hiding what I'm feelin', but I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head.

I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' bout you. I don't know what to do; I think I'm fallin' for you. I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you.


singer:colbie caillat

恶梦

每一次想起那晚的恶梦，
我就真的很怕，
感觉很真，一切都好像快要发生，
我有时真的觉得我好像没有办法阻止悲剧的发生。
有时确实很无助，
我真的一直很努力，因为我不要那个梦发生。
可是没有人明白我的坚持，
有时我都会不明白为什么我这样坚持。


人类就是这样，
越容易得到的东西，越不会去珍惜，
一直到有天，真正失去了那样东西后，
他们才会惊觉它是对自己那么重要。

B.u.s.y

Argh~~
My schedule is full until next year..
Where is my holidays?:((
final exam-->legal attachment-->seminar presentation-->mooting competition~
My stress level is getting higher and higher when the time pass by:(
Someone please help me to release my stress,ok?
I opened my closet, I realize that my dress is not enough arh~still consider too few le..:(
I want to go KL shopping, help me!!!!!!!
I got lots of thing want to buy lar..year end sales,I'm waiting for u~:)
My lovely salary,I'm waiting for u too:P and my lawyer firm & my 'cute' supervisor as well:P


熟悉的感觉又回来了。。为什么？
*Pray* I hope everything will be fine..

p/s:craving for pavlova~~~who can bring me go to eat?:P

午间咖啡厅

我总是贪念
你离开后
微微的缺氧
武侠小说中
越是无色无味
越是剧毒

因此
我挂上耳机
静静读报
喝咖啡
很辛苦地
若无其事着。



p/s:摘自某报

Shall we talk

明月光
为何又照地堂
宁愿在公园躲藏
不想喝汤
任由目光
留在漫画一角
为何望母亲一眼就如罚留堂
孩童只盼望欢乐
大人只知道寄望
为何都不大懂得努力体恤对方
大门外有蟋蟀
回响却如同幻觉
Shall we talk Shall we talk
就当重新手拖手去上学堂
陪我讲
陪我讲出我们最后何以生疏
谁怕讲
谁会可悲得过孤独探戈
难得 可以同座
何以 要忌讳赤裸
如果心声真有疗效
谁怕暴露更多
你别怕我
屏幕发光
无论什么都看
情人在分手边缘只敢喝汤
若沉默似金
还谈什么恋爱
宁愿在发声机器面前笑着忙
成人只寄望收获
情人只听见承诺
为何都不大懂得努力珍惜对方
螳螂面对蟋蟀
回响也如同幻觉
Shall we talk Shall we talk
就算牙关开始打震
别说谎
陪我讲
陪我讲出我们最后何以生疏
谁怕讲
谁会可悲得过孤独探戈
难得 可以同座
何以 要忌讳赤裸
如果心声真有疗效
谁怕暴露更多
陪我讲
陪我亲身正视眼泪谁跌得多
无法讲
除非彼此已失去了能力触摸
铃声 可以宁静
难过 却避不过
如果沉默太沉重
别要轻轻带过
明月光
为何未照地堂
孩儿在公司很忙
不需喝汤
Shall we talk
斜阳白赶一趟
沉默令我听得见叶儿声声降

b.o.r.e.d

很久没有听歌了，
我都忘了那是什么样的感觉，
今天我忍不住再去听那些歌，
我的心不知不觉往下沉，
不安的感觉再次涌上心头，
我还是不了解为什么会这样。
我闯入自己假设的牢笼里，
我走不出来。。
我被困在里面，挣扎，呐喊，没有人听见。。

忽然想起有这么一首歌‘囚鸟’~


shall we talk?

学习

突然之间，我觉得很轻松，
这么久以来，
此刻我真的觉得很轻松，
哈哈~不晓得为什么，
我好像明白了一些东西。
我的生活从来不会为了任何一个人而停下，
这样说听起来很冷酷，可是错。
因为我有我的目标，我的梦想，
爱情只是我的part time job:))
不要误会我对爱情不认真，
只是我觉得基本的东西要有，这样自然而然我的爱情也会没问题。
爱情，学业，和事业要分配得好，才算是成功。
我还在学习中。。




p/s:存在好多天的压迫感终于消失了。

Moody

天气阴阴的，心情也不怎么好，
一大堆东西要完成，
我真的感觉我快要崩溃了。
发生很多事情，
可是我还是可以继续我的生活，
为什么我可以如此坦然，
我的sensor坏了？或许吧。
这样不好吗？只是不想让自己的情绪干扰到他人，
所以选择把sensor关掉。
一个人撑着的确很辛苦，
我的倔强从来没有给我带来任何好处，
原谅我就是这样的女生吧。

自认为聪明的女生会在适当的时候有适当的表现，
她们的悲伤都很低调，你可以假装看不见。

不打扰是我给你最后的温柔~


p/s:我真的很怀疑你的人格~

我不明白

我不明白，
我真的不了解所有的状况，
可以告诉我发生什么事吗？
有很多东西要做，
我的头脑还有时间运用在其他方面，
有时真的很佩服我的头脑，
24 小时都在运作。
唉~为什么人生总是这样呢？
沉默和逃避是误会的关键~
为什么有些人就是不明白，我也不明白。。
不是我不明白，只是我越来越不了解人类的想法。。

Final Destination 4

Today I went to watch movie ~~~
life is bored and i want to find something 刺激 in my life~~
hehe~~not bad lar..almost same with final destination 3~~

Enjoyed a piece of mille crepe at Nadeje~~
Thanks to my dad ~~
hehe~~first time he praise me to other people wor..
I was damn happy there^-^
As i owiz say, dad is the oni guy who love me the most in this world:))
He gives me watever I want and owiz talk softly to me even He noe I bad tempered~~:)

who stole my bra?:((

超伤心了！！！！
我最喜欢的内衣竟然被人偷了！！！！
死人一个！！！！
我翻篇了整间家，都找不到，
我的心真的跌入谷底~~~:((
哪个死人竟然敢偷我的内衣！！！！
我咒他不得好死！！！！
最好现在马上死掉！！！！！
生气~~伤心！！！！

不懂

雨天真的让我很迷茫，
assignment出了差错，
我不懂他们在搞些什么，
我更不懂你也在搞些什么，
是什么让我们都变成这样？
发现自己越来越不明白人类的想法，
可以告诉我为什么会这样吗？


九月的第一天，为什么天空是阴阴的？
我讨厌昨晚那一场梦，
醒来时，剩下的只有痛，
那一刻，真的是连呼吸都感觉到痛。:(

welcome the stress month:(

算一算，还不到一个月就final exam了，
我感觉到我快要死了，
压力已经冲向我这里了，
真的，每天我都不想醒，
因为每天都full schedule，
很多很多东西要做，
什么都变得不重要，cgpa才是我的宝~
每一次都要保持那个水平，
我的压力真的很大~~~:(
加油！！！我必须努力再努力！！！

今天，我的状况是不应该吃ice cream，
可是BR有做促销，
所以我就猛吃，真的很不顾自己的身体，
现在我真的很不舒服了。。
为什么我越来越不听话了？

SOLVIL :D

HUrray~~~
I bought a new watch today^-^
Everyone praise that it suit me & it is a nice watch wor..hehe:P
HOpe this watch can follow me more years..
don't like my previous watch which adi 'finished' le..:(

p/s: 我们总喜欢用金钱来填补心灵上的空虚。

今夜不回家

穿了件裙子，化了个淡妆，
配上我的红色高跟鞋，
一个人去了夜店，
叫了一打啤酒，
今晚我不想回家。。

p/s:就让我一个人疯狂地，放肆地想象吧~

双栖动物

爱情如果真的是束缚
为何你们爱的轻松自如
你说你天生爱孤独
两人生活有点太辛苦
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在充满爱的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主

很想哭,哭完无助
我发狠我一个相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路
已看不清楚

我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在有你的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主
OH~
你的脚步,
在不远处
我反复将自己说服
就算最终这一场爱的催眠术
NO~结局~依然无助
我发狠我一个人相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路
已看不清楚

p/s:nice song~

Kiss the rain

窗外的雨一直下，
下得我的心好冷，真的很冷，
我丝毫感受不到一丝的温暖，
一个人面对问题，真的很难熬。
才发现我的温柔是多余的，
如果有天我变成回忆，
有谁还会记得我的温柔，我的好？你会吗？
每一次都太善良，
总是为别人忐忑为别人心软，
而自己呢？从来没有为自己打算。
所有的罪名责任都往身上扛。
一个人的坚强，有时真的会撑得很煎熬。

Don't turn off the light and leave me in dark:(

Blank

顿时，我的头脑一片空白，
我到底在干嘛？
在爱情里，我真的没有天分，
我学不会放任，
太过认真，也等于对自己残忍。
太负责任，不允许自己有任何一点悔恨，
所以才会一错再错。
有一些文字的吻是留给受伤的人，
我只是无辜的人，
很需要被安慰，被肯定。
我并没有你想象中那么勇敢坚强。
再坚强的女人也有脆弱的时候，
原来我只是个会麻烦自己，不会麻烦别人的女生，
像我这样的女生也许注定只能一个人独自哀悼自己的悲伤吧。


p/s:我不值得被人关怀，我不是属于这个世界的女生。

Pourquoi

我看起来是那种喜新厌旧的女人吗？
我真的是那么轻浮的女人吗？
或许我真的不够好。
我不是完美的女人，
爱得认真，就伤的越深。
人家说，认真的女人往往伤得最深。
表面，她们看起来很平静，
可是往往你不会想象到，
在夜深人静，黑暗的房里，
她们躲在角落哭泣。
她们付出了，爱了，到最后还要自己去抚平心里的伤口。
或许下一次，她们都会选择不爱了。
老师说，微笑背后总是藏着很多辛酸，
说的很对，律师要很会控制自己的情绪，
这一点我做的很好，
无论是人前人后。


p/s: if i didn't see it, then it will be beter for me~

Lost

I don't know what should i do?
I'm lost,again.
前方迷茫，我不懂怎样做才好，
我是个没有安全感的女生，
我没有办法在爱情里冒险，
因为这样，我会错过很多机会，
是吗？因为我胆小。
我讨厌我的自尊，我的胆小性格，
它让我从以前到现在，一直错过很多东西，
这一次，还要这样吗？

I'm scare of losing you because there is only one of you.
I know too much ego will kill those chances.
Cause I'm a girl juz a lil' bit different from others.
that's why I wil lost whenever I face such problem.
Law is different from theory of love,
Sometimes I'm just too rational when faced such problem.
God, tell me what should i do?

进退两难

我真的不知道该怎么做才好，
第一次感觉到进退两难，
真相是时候揭发了吗？
每一步我都很小心翼翼，
因为我保护这段关系，
我比谁都还要认真，
所以我比谁都还要难过。
没有答案的问题，我还是要问。
我从来都没有勇气去面对，没有清楚表达自己的立场，
我的理性和感性互相竞争，
我没有做好我的本分，
请原谅我就是这样的女生。
我不够完美~



p/s: i'm not satisfied wit my marks~~~work harder!!!!

Airport 3.30am

我的脆弱坚强，互相作战，
理性与感性，失去了平衡感，
不想让自己，活在过去的遗憾中，
问宇宙，他曾爱过我吗，
这问题，似乎早就有答案，
若你碰到了他，替我问候他。

机场里凌晨3.30a。m，
我正等候着下一趟班机，
让我飞离过去，飞向未来，
只有我为自己送行，
行李里没有从前的合照，
没有从前的回忆。
离开了，明天真的会更好吗？

Relax:D

Went to singk today:)
lalala~~my new dress:D I love it..it's stg like retro style~

Playing with my bff in fitting room~~:)
*someone misunderstand the meanin of bff~lol..stupid*

Had my teatime in Old Town cafe^^ I love its prawn bihun so much:))

Bought formal clothes prepare for my legal attachment:D
I was damn happy and excited about it~
cant wait for it anymore~~2 more months oni.i think so:)

Had my dinner at Amigo with my family:)
emm, not very satisfied with the meal..ok ok only~
well, again a relaxing saturday:)
nicee weekend~~~

p/s: elegance is an attitude:D

Fragile heart

我不要我的关心变成一种习惯，
我不要让它成为一种我的理所当然的好，
我不要因为它是那么容易地垂手可得，
而变成别人不会珍惜的东西。
很明显，我害怕的是不被重视，
我需要被肯定。

我不是你的娃娃，你别想随便摆布我的情绪。
p.s I hate you.

到最后我可以不爱了，你别说舍不得~

Thai restaurant

Welcome to this thai restaurant:)) I really love the environment of this restaurant.
good ambience:D
relaxing..got people singing there as well.

NIce lightning~~it is good to take photo.hehe

Highclass interior design~~I love it~

Free lemongrass juice^^

Fried popiah~

Something like fish pancake..eat together with the sauce is nice:)

I love this tomyam:D
nx time i want to try tom yam kung:))

Belancan fried rice wit pork:)) nice..

Pineapple rice:) I like this.

Last, my favourite dessert:D
mango plus glutinous rice~~~
yummy~~
rated: 9/10
yay~~~enjoyable and relaxing saturday night with my family:)