words in my heart..

Feelin weird..something which i never say out..
is a kind of feel..i don't know how to express it..

While i saw it..
I'm wondering..keep wondering..
I think about it..for a long long time..
I could not get the answer..
feelin sick..yes,my heart is sick..
I can't find a way to make it recover..
yea, may be I 'm thinking too much, i admit..
so, just slap me, just find a way to wake me up when I fall into the stupid world..
what a silly girl I'm!!

I'm not dare to think about it..
I'm trying to observe..
what I had seen, what i had feel,
I 'm not dare to make any assumption..


I'm falling into the world again..
silly as usual..
please..please wake me up..
I'm trying to control my emotion,control my mind,control my heart..
let it be natural..
I'm talking to myself silently..
my tears drop silently..
nobody knows..