Insomnia

Mr Insomnia, can you go away from me just for a night?:(
I was having insomnia for the few nights ady,
I couldn't sleep properly,
sometimes I may even woke up during midnight,
and I think of the problem,
then I felt that I couldn't sleep T.T
maybe I think too much..
maybe I'm just too weak especially when deal with such problem:(
maybe I just fell into the trap..and it is too deep..that's why I'm not able to climb up.
what happened? I don't know why and I wish to know.
I don't know whether there was my fault:(
you don't understand or I don't understand?T.T
This is how I feel when I 'm extremely helpless..
I cried for the whole night:((
Night is silent, yet nobody knows about it..