The wedding game

看完了这部电影后，
让我若有所思，
重审我对爱情婚姻的看法，
真爱真的还存在吗？？

哈哈，非常温馨甜蜜的一部电影~~
值得一看！！！！
我喜欢！！！！

complicated

Tonight, my mood suddenly became so complicated,
I don't know why..
I don't wish to explain much about what's deep inside my heart,
not because of anyone,
but because of my own feelings.
I wish to have a brother and sister..
since when I was small..
When I see people got sister and brother taking care of them,
I wonder how good is it if I've same like them.
Then I can share my feelings with my eldest sister,
I got eldest brother protect me always,
how good is it..
Maybe I'm lack of secure feel,
thus I keep finding someone older then me ,
finding this kind of protection from the future life partner.
Argh~ just forget about it.
I already get used with the life which without anyone's protection..
I must be tough~

Drama marathon

Yay!!!! Finally I finished watched this drama----> Koizora. hmm, really a nice drama. I'm searching for its movie now, hehe~ This drama is nice although the ending is sad and makes me cry alot~huhu~~but nevermind, it's nice:D
Currently, I'm craving for this couple bear bear~ This couple bear bear appear in this drama:D
SHoutout: I want this couple bear bear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I finished watching the singapore drama 'the little nyonya' too~ and the taiwan drama ' 幸福的抉择 I DO' . one is a little bit sad drama and another one is a nice and romantic drama.. It teach me about marriage. Finally, I understand why people needs to marry, it inspired me alot:D
Recently, I'm catching the tvb drama '珠光宝气'. Nice nice too~ it teach people the taktik which can be apply when doing business:D~ya, I know, society nowdays are realistic and cruel. NO money NO talk@@ and yeah, I'm catching the korean drama as well:D Really happy and enjoy:D






Before sleep, I pray to the God. I crossed my fingers. God, did u hear that what's inside my heart?
Will you help me?
Anyone answer me please..I need courages to push me move forward:( give me more please~

祈祷

生病后，病虽然好了，
可是还是感觉很不舒服，
为什么？？
最近总是被一些莫名的情绪困扰着，
希望不要再钻牛角尖了。
拜托拜托，千万不可以有什么事情发生，
每天都祈祷着，
下过了大雨，
总会天晴吧。。
这是我对自己说的。。我不知道哪里找来这种理由去说服自己。
上天听见我的祈祷吗？？

没有如果

*如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天*


世界上真的没有如果吧，
如果有的话，
我早就是亿万富翁了，
如果有的话，
我就在国外念书了，
爱情里更不会有如果吧~
如果。。。他。。。
如果。。。我。。。
算了，再说如果，
只有显示自己的懦弱，
如果，如果，如果，
一百次如果，
只让自己继续停留在原地不动，
错过，错过，错过，
让自己一错再错！！！！
或许爱真的没有如果。。

Holiday life

Argh~~although holidays is bored,
but it can be consider i fully utilised it:P
yesterday and today,
I spend almost half of the day in kitchen.
Wonder what I did inside right?
hehe..of course cooking lar.
Yesterday I was busy prepare some potato salad and fried the chicken floss popiah:)
Today I was busy prepare the tibits for cny de, first time i make it lor..and it taste nice:))
I tried to make the tempura mushroom also:D
it's almost same with sushi king de. youhuu~~
Now, just waiting for my senior's reply about how to make the sauce~
Still got lots to learn in coming days,eg like cookies,cakes , pies, etc~
ARG~~waiting my sifu coming back to teach me ah!!!!!!
Just got sifu's sms today, she is coming back very very soon:D
really happy~~looking forward our gethering, gossiping & baking class:)
ARG~~ and waiting my bestie coming back becoz gonna meet my primary sch friends together:)

Recently, I'm totally fall in love with my leehom's new album:D
especially the mv of the song '春雨里洗过的太阳'
He is totally cute inside the mv,
every of his actions is cute, cute, cute!!!!!!:P
His sweater is almost same with mine:D
ARG~~such a cute guy, I really love him:P


Stg irritates me recently, but i just ignore, hope everything will be fine* crossed my fingers pray to God*

shopping

I love this cloth so much:P
I wish to have it..



*holiday is bored, it makes my mind full of gloomy thoughts, I hate it*